为你我愿。。。For YOU i will...

My Dear's convo...

2009-08-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

Times fly...

Ing Chieh, Venessa and Ci Qi

finished their study in UTM & USM

We went studio to take this special photo.

1 Lovely Bear for Ing Chieh

2 Fat Pig Pig for Ci Qi & Venessa
CV went Genting, BH & PS want to clean house
so only 5 of us went to meet her
at DSI to present her the Big Bear.

She is always our happy star

3 of them and Jess are my disciples.

Both of them are so closed

i think Yi Wen will missed her very much

Actually oh...

Every year till this period of time

My heart feel a bit lost

cos 1 by 1 they will go out from here

and they are so precious to me...

Pray for me

I am on leave now but

i wish i can spend some time to visit

them 1 by 1 too.

Fren, you take care too ya...

sms me if you are free

we are still human being...

2009-08-15T21:08:00.003+08:00

Don't know should be happy or sad?

Start my 3 months leave but...

14 days passed yet not start my holidays!?

Things keep happen to me 1 by 1

really feel like giving up everything

and go.....not coming back here anymore

stupid!!! really stupid...right?

do u believe a person that keep saying

"God is my boss..."

yet doing things in his/her own way?

he/she thought nobody will know

but the way he/she do things

and the decision he/she made

oredi make people laugh

cos everybody who know him/her

knows what he/she will said...haha...

said will follow what God wants him/her to do

yet everything also follow his/her own will...

said this cannot that cannot

but when everybody said this cannot

he/she will said YES why not?

cause when he/she wants it to be done

sure la, if he/she don't like then No la...

权力会害死人啊！

别口口声声说让神掌权

但是自己的所做所为

却让人看笑话而自己都不知道

在你身边的人都认识你啊

还没问你问题就知道你的回答了

但真的期待你真的体贴神的心意

才问你啊。。。

结果呢？哈哈。。。

我输了，因为我选择了相信

你会“改变”

你会“体贴”神道心意。。。

但你没有

反而更“惨”

“更”利用你的权力“方便”你自己！

算了吧朋友，我为你祷告

人，到最后还是人。。。

SME t-shirt for u to order!!!

2009-07-23T23:12:00.004+08:00

This is the T-shirt

we specially design for our ministry

anybody also can wear

if you like it pls order from me now...

call me at 012-7200737

last order on Monday 27/7

Rm18-Rm20

If get enough order

the price might be cheaper

senior can order too!!!

Sorry

2009-07-17T19:23:00.004+08:00

U must be very surprise right
why my msn said that i have updated my blog
but when you visit it
that's nothing inside rite?
Actually...
I did updated 3 times of it but...
so.... deleted lo...
haha....

Hui Ho's family

2009-06-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

I was in Kuching for my passed few days

and i really enjoy the time sharing and

chatting with my supporters and

their family members

but i am so sorry that i really forgot to take

some photos when i was there with them

on my last night

i visited Hui Ho & Boon Lui

Boon Lui reminds me to take photo

and this are the only 2 photos

i took with my supporter

Yi Yang & Yi Ling

they are so adorable to me

5 years ago i went visit them

they are still so small but

when i see them this time

they can share so much things with me edi

Ya, this is their family photo!

oops...Yi Yang what happen to your eyes?

haha....

Hui Ho is still very handsome

and Boon Lui is still so sweet and beautiful

Thanks so much for the Thailand Food

i enjoy it so much

Thanks for the wonderful time of sharing

take care my dear friend
May the Lord blessed this family

I love you all!

Kuching Trip

2009-06-24T16:27:00.003+08:00

After my Holidays at Hong Kong

I came to Kuching to do my support maintenance

I stay at my Ex-disciple Richard Phang's house

at Stampin Tengah very near to airport.

2 I-Youth Venture students drive me

to everywhere i need to go

They pick me up at airport on 21st

then they start to bring me to visit my supporters

and they also bring me for food

both of them so cute

every time when they wanna bring me for

breakfast, they ate at home before pick me up

then they will sit there and watch me eating

but when i said will not take breakfast with them

then will also not take breakfast at home...

funny?! haha... they are

Ruth Chen and Melissa

Ruth and Melissa

Thanks so much for your love and care

during my trip in Kuching

Ruth buy me special ice-cream fr sugar bun

This is teh-c special (3 colour's tea)

This is wan tan but in kuching they call kiau

Na, this is kolo mee,very nice 1 oh

and this is little Sammie Phang Chee Xuan

She can talk and sing so well

and she also learn things very fast

She show me her mouth after her yogurt

God is so good to Richard & Xiao Hui

Sammie is such a clever and intelligent girl

I never see a girl like her

she can communicate so well like an adult

when she start to talk with you

you will feel so shock

A 2 years old girl can communicate with you

with me headache at all

she can understand so many things

and the way she ask just like you and me...

You will love her when you talk to her!!!

Thanks Richard and Xiao Hui

for your hospitality during my trip to Kuching

May God Blessed you and your family

Jessalynn 21st Birthday

2009-06-06T18:09:00.006+08:00

5th of June is my dearest niece

Jessalynn Koh's 21st Birthday

after we came back from Staff Retreat

at Melaka, we went celebrate for her.

Everyone was so tire but we are all very happy

cos she is such a wonderful girl that God

brings her to our family.

A really thoughtful girl, caring girl, lovely girl

and full of thanks giving heart

also a heart that really fear God.

I love her and she is so worthy

for me to love and care for her!

Look at her happy smile...
she loves the almond coffee cake that i bought

when she cut the cake
she make 3 wishes but we don't know
what is it but maybe 1 of them i know la
hahaha......

see her small little mouth

just a small cake for her cos during

our staff retreat at melaka

everyday she eat cheese cake

till she rejected cheese cake edi.

Here the Lavender Almond Coffee cake

very nice cake

Her "Big Head" photos 1

oop sorry i dont know she got a big mouth too!

Too hungry's look

ohoh back to small mouth again or

maybe should say "liang po po's mouth"

This is to tell you she got long hair...

nothing special also ma hor....

hahaha....

Her papa Elder (Andy=ND) Richard

is praying for her before we start our dinner.

Jess, May the Lord grant you wisdom and

healthy body n healthy heart for Him

Peaceful and Happiness in life

May your testimony bring blessing to more

again, I Love You~!

Kinsahi day...

2009-06-01T21:10:00.006+08:00

Food...

Today after sending Melissa n Ruth at Senai

Few of us went to Sutera Mall for lunch

Kinshahi Japanese Restaurant

Jason, Venessa, CiQi n I

We spend some time chatting and sharing

and we really enjoy the food so much!!!

Oh don't worried,

Joab dint go with us but i just upload this to tell u

that small kid also enjoy nice food.

These are the gift from Venessa n CiQi

Both of them wanna gv me "3 surprise"
so they buy me Kinder Joy
This is a special gift for me
cos i never try before...haha...

Kimuchi Chicken

very very nice...

Japanese Dumpling

Qi said very nice too...

salty sotong and sakeh sushi

Spider King Ramen

Just few dishes but really feel so full

till night about 10pm then only we go for dinner

Thanks for enjoying the food with me ya

after this must continue to read the next blog

if u have not read it yet

That will tell you how i feel after I-Connect 09

Thanks for your visitation here

May God blessed you

I Love You!!!

U scared of me?

2009-05-30T14:09:00.007+08:00

感谢神的恩典

I-Connect 2009再次成为士古来的祝福

是神的恩典让我再次成为音乐队的负责同工

但这次，我哭了。。。

心里的压力，委屈都在无法承受下从眼泪中流出了

我也想成为“好”人啊

有谁不想当好人？

应该是哪张脸长的不讨好吧

所以不认识我的人都已知道我很凶

这对我很不公平吧？！

想问一问你

当不认识我的人问你：CALLIE是怎样的人？

你的回答是什么？

请老实回答我！

为什么有学生要被管教时就会对他说

“去Callie姐那边你就知死。”

请问你认识我多少？

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谢谢上帝对我的爱！

当我感到无所依靠时，谢谢你让我身边有这群

相信我，认识我，并给于我力量的宝贝

有你们的支持与鼓励

够了，真的，够了。。。

Jason,Shawn,Syah Zuan

Ci Qi,Venessa,Jessalynn,Charlene and Elizabert

Thanks so much for your support and your faithfulness

during I-Connect 09

4 + 1 Beauty are always there for me when i feel lost

celebrating Charlene birthday

The one line wall picture i ever see...

During I-Connect Carnival 2009

at Sutera Mall Skudai

YB曾亚英visited us and show us her support

on the right is Pay Shen I-Connect Chairman

on the left Elder Richard Koh

New National Director of MCCC

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1st time practice

see the final result in the real musical night?

Student Congress

2009-05-07T20:33:00.004+08:00

We are having the ASEO Student Congress

at Port Dickson

This is one of the Team building session

These are some of our Malaysian Students' Leader

They are really enjoying the time of sharing

JB Prayer retreat

2009-04-25T21:13:00.007+08:00

We just end our JB staff and

I-Youth Venture Prayer Retreat.

We wanna thank Sister Nelly

for helping us in this special retreat.

She done a good job

cos all of us enjoy the time with God so much.

Melissa, Ruth & Esther

William, Firzen & Jason

6 of the I-Youth Venture

celebrating Jason's birthday

During this retreat, we all enjoy the prayer so much

We are happy family!!!

Jared came all the way from UTeM to join us too.

After all the full schedule

time to quite and look for God's will again

IS so important

Joel's full moon

2009-04-22T20:28:00.015+08:00

Let me introduce to you:

He is my KOKO Joab

In pink is my cousin sister

Jia En and the blur blur is

my koko's fren

My dear mummy Jasmine is praying for me when the full month's dinner going to start

my very hard-working papa Chee Seang is enjoying the food that cook by my confinement nanny aunt Julie...

She is my dearest Nanny Aunt Julie lo

she have to take care of me and also hv to

cook for my mummy too

My mama and papa likes her cooking so much oh...

These 2 are my mother's parent

after Nanny go back

then is my grand-ma's job to take care of me le..

She is Rev. Zhen Yu Feng

She pray for me

that our Lord Jesus will protect me

so that i can grow up smoothly

and will follow Jesus in my whole life

Na, this is me la

I am Joel Choh

hope that you can pray for me too

i wish to grow in a healthy and happy family.

Thank you "Kai Ma" (god-mama) that helping me to post this on facebook.

New Campus Leader's Training

2009-04-22T20:08:00.006+08:00

Was having New Campus Leader's training at
Port Dickson.
See this photo,

did u see a group of young leaders that are energetic to lead the ministry?

We are all young to reach more youngster

for the Lord.
this 6 days of training really give us a

more clear picture
of How to prepare ourselves to be a

Great Leader to lead our team
towards SMD and IFC
How about you? Will you Join our team?

Happy hour

2009-04-04T12:51:00.004+08:00

Yesterday morning

before i went into campus to meet students

I saw Ing Chieh on msn

so i start to chat with her

and found that she was so down

because of her thesis

the deal date is getting near but

she is still far behind it

she was so stress and her tears

cant stop dropping

I know she need someone to be there

don't have to say anything but just there for her

And i myself also very stress

so, i date her and i bring her out from campus

we went Sushi King!!!

Yeah, that's the place both of us love to go

She is Ing Chieh

see, she is taking the sushi burger

that's the 1st time i saw sushi burger

so she willing to try it

wow, its so nice

She is a rice person

no rice no happy!!!

These are the food we order

both of us really enjoy it so much

these food really help both of us

to forget our stress for more than 3 hours

After Sushi King

we went to Starbucks

for our nice coffee and tea...

Then we reach her hostel

oh no, our stress comes back again

haiz...haha...pray la

Life still going on....

STARBUCKS

2009-04-04T12:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!! This is the place i like to go

I like the Green Tea sosososo Much

When i feel upset, stress, sad, unhappy

worried, or i feel happy and wanted to celebrate

i will go there to buy myself a BIG cup of

Green Tea or coffee and sit there

To think of a way out

or celebrate for myself

ASo if you want to encourage me...

haha...

BIG CUP ok?!

Joab again

2009-03-29T23:16:00.003+08:00

Today i saw my godson Joab in my church

he look so unhappy after his little brother

came to this world on 18th March

not that he doesn't like his brother

but just that he feel a bit lost gua...

he feel not secured? i think so

cos last time before Joel came to this world

Joab likes to play all the little cars in the toy's room

But today when i take him to that room

he keep asking me to carry him

he don't wanna play alone

he don't wanna stand at all just want his papa

or me to carry him

don't want to eat, don't want to drink

haiz... my little boy is sick in his heart

so............

Me and Margaret went to his house in the evening

we bring him out to the place he like the most

Bukit Indah Jusco!!! Yeah

He was so happy when i go fetch him

i put him in the play place for 30 mins

then we bring him to secret recipe

oh, he likes the Kids meal so much

look at the photo i took...

I am praying for Joab

to recover from his feeling of

unsecured and lost ASAP

so that he can become the real Joab

Thanks YiWen

2009-03-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hey, she is Yi Wen

last Friday night she did her sharing

during our UTM-CLC

She share with us the verses in

Genesis 1:26 & John 13:35
We are create in the image of God

so the way we talk, we act

will easily show others that we are Christian!

so we must always trust that our Lord will

build us in the way He want us to be.

Thanks Yi Wen.

Little Joel

2009-03-24T20:02:00.008+08:00

I am going to introduce you a handsome baby

Joel Choh

He was born on 18th March

He is my anak angkat Joab's brother

When I went to his house

i told him that I'm going to take his photo

then these are the result:

Hey look, this is the way i sleep...

This is my nice look of sleeping...

This is how i curi -curi tengok aunt Callie

and this is how i smile lo...
mummy said must smile nicely so
i cannot open my mouth to smile la

Now, this is my koko Joab
he is very smart leh
he only 3+ but look, he knows how to carry me oh
oh ya, see the car my koko taking?
That's the present i gave him tru aunt Callie
she said i must give koko a present then
koko will love me more and will not bully me lo
is that true ah?
i also don't know la
but anyway he is my koko ma
and also i don't hv to pay any money
cause aunt help me paid for it edi
haha...thanks aunt Callie
emmmm...

will you also take me as your khai zai?
hehe...

Sunset

2009-03-24T19:48:00.004+08:00

See this beautiful sunset

just down the road of my house

and it was after 2 days of heavy rain

when i saw this sunset

my heart thank God for everything that happen to me

cause i believe that

after the rain there will be beautiful sky again

right?

Thanks

2009-03-23T14:38:00.002+08:00

During Chinese New Year

we all went back to our hometown

Batu Pahat

My mother's anak angkat and her family bring us for dinner

They are so good to us

and they spend us very very nice food

those sitting are

Lan-Jie,Mother,Julie,Callie,Agnes,Richard and Leon

all the young 1 here are

Ah-Mai,Jess,Eevon & Charlene

Jun, Jeremy and Marcus

Joshep not in this pic cos dint come back for CNY

Thanks Leon & family for this special dinner.

Julie's birthday

2009-03-23T13:45:00.002+08:00

This is my dearest eldest sister Julie

during her birthday

we went and celebrate for her

only 2 of us so we only buy 1 small piece of cake

look so lonely rite?

No No No...

We enjoy it so much

cos after the cake we still order

2 very big bowl of curry noodle

and she loves it so much

Haiz...

2009-03-20T16:44:00.002+08:00

Few weeks ago
My disciple Yi Wen start to prepare her bible sharing for our CLC meeting tonite but just an hour ago she called me with her sad voice and she told me that tonite almost all our students cannot come... oh no... she really sound so sad
Both me and CV know that she really put in her time to prepare for tonite sharing but yet she cant share it tonite.
How will you feel?

About Jeremy

2009-03-14T00:13:00.009+08:00

Yeah! today Jess, Jeremy and I

we went and celebrate for Jeremy's SPM result.

忠平在昨天拿了他SPM的成绩了

我为他感恩

不是特好，但已经很好了

因为是神的恩典

所以他及格了。。。

忠平在最近的时间面对了许多生命中的挑战

他蛮消极的，自己也不断求神改变他的生命

他也求神赐他勇气去面对这许多的困难。。。

神爱他，神用他的成绩给他鼓励

所以，今天我也和他姐姐一起带他去“庆功”

我们去享受了自助日本餐吔！

这也是因为他们两姐弟目前“寄居”在我家

他们的父母，我的大哥大嫂，出门去了

因为事工所需

所以无法在忠平拿成绩时在他身边陪伴

只好由我这姑姑代劳

“代劳”不止照顾生活起居

当然也抱括安慰与鼓励啦。。。

划船的日子

2009-03-11T23:37:00.009+08:00

今天从大学回到家已是有点

斗鸡眼了。。。

因为已超过36小时没合上眼啊！

后来Jess SMS 来

说今天她可能有得划船

所以，

拿了我的D90

又回到大学的湖边

在细细的雨中。。。

我为我可爱的侄女拍下了她划船

那“享受”的样子。。。

原来那艘船有洞吔。。。哈哈

会进水的，所以她还要借小破杯

慢慢的将水舀出来

因为她怕她还没“上岸”就沉船啦！

其实她真的划的很好

样子看起来“好像”大学校队的嘞！

为JESS祷告吧，

下个礼拜就要考划船的知识与技巧了

SMS她，并为她加油啦！！！

谢谢你

丰收日

2009-03-09T20:30:00.006+08:00

今天是休息日却也是丰收日
哈哈，为何这样说呢
因为。。。
1。莉萍和朝燕帮助我解决了部分的“烦恼”
2。吃到了常常“想念”的家乡阿肥面
3。享受了最“喜欢”的半生熟鸡蛋
4。喝了最“香浓”的咖啡乌
5。尝了差点“忘了”的白肉大包
最后，也是最重要的，就是。。。

Financial Planning
其实，我们应该在开始赚钱的时候就学习
如何规划，储蓄及使用所拥有的

所以，今天中午在新山学园办事处
原本只为短期宣教士所开的班
我也去上了。。。哎哟哟！
还好我有去嘞！！！
真的是好的咯，重要的咯
今天知道还不迟，因为。。。
我还年轻嘢！！！
哈哈，谢谢你，我的大哥。
也要谢谢莉萍和朝燕

回大学了！

2009-03-06T23:03:00.004+08:00

中午送饭去医院时，巧玲说她可以回大学了
所以我就载她回宿舍再让她吃午餐

要回之前我去看看有没有医生
嘿，有吔，快快走去找他
当我问医生有关巧玲肚子的事时
喔，你知道他说什么吗？
“她又没吐，又没头晕，所以没事啦！
如果有事再回来咯。”

中央医院啊！！！
大概的意思是说等“严重”了才来吧？！
你认为呢？？？

今晚为她送晚餐时，看她躺在床上的样子
却真的有点像生病的人了
一个人在房里没人陪她讲话
因为她的同房好友莉萍不在（有大型节目忙）
所以她无聊到。。。有病样了。。。

至于她肚子的事你有何高见吗?
我喔，只能为她祷告
因为我没有这方面的知识去帮助她
如果你能给与意见的话
我可以给她参考参考的
因为她说她想去给中医治疗

好了。。。巧玲消息就到今天吧
如果有别的消息我会在再你知道

再次谢谢你在祷告上的支持
愿神也祝福你

2009-03-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

她就是韩巧玲
看看她，是不是很不像生病的人？
哈哈，是的，她真的很不像咯
刚刚我和莉萍还有诗韵去医院看她时
她呀，精神可好的很呢
但其实，她手上还插着针吊着血包啊！
看看另一张照片在她头上有包红红的血吗？
就是她的啦。。。

原本因为肚子痛进住医院
怎知医生却完全不理会她肚子的事
当巧玲再三向医生提起她肚子痛时
医生都没反应，只是说看看明天能不能出院
快快为巧玲祷告吧
求神差派有医德的医生来医治帮助巧玲

明天开始我也会为她预备一些补血的食物
让她在没有家人来照顾她的时候能更体会
基督徒的爱与扶持

也为我祷告
我也需要安排好时间去照顾她
也照顾好其他的学生。。。

谢谢你的祷告与支持
彼此加油啦！！！

祷告中纪念

2009-03-05T12:19:00.002+08:00

请继续为巧玲祷告
还没能出院
医生说还是不够血
所以，还要再加2包。。。

今天傍晚我会和莉萍去看她
我们要为她祷告也要再次传福音给她
你为我们祷告吧
求神工作，软化巧玲的心
让她真能感受神对她的爱。。。

几时轮到你和我？

2009-03-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

昨晚丽萍的同房同学韩巧玲被紧急送入中央医院
医生说她红血球过低
今天听说原本医院要帮她输入3包血
但在晚上另一个同学却说只需要1包血就够了
咳，到底发生了什么事？
原本只是说肚子痛
怎么却需要紧急入院又要输血呢？
一个健健康康的人怎么说病倒就病倒？
请继续为她祷告吧
她还没接受主，但她是蛮敞开的

人生是脆弱的。。。
什么时候轮到你或我呢？

头痛

2009-03-03T10:50:00.004+08:00

昨天是头痛的一天！
真的头痛，从半夜三点多开始就一直无法入眠
疼的拼命拔自己的头发
但是都没有好转
直到下午。。。
我姐姐发现客厅地上有好多的头发
原来，因为我疼痛的无法忍受
所以，结果满床满地都留下无辜的头发
咳，我可怜的头发。。。

还好傍晚我亲爱的房客出去为我买了止痛药
30分钟后我终于可以正常的吃晚餐了
感谢主也谢谢叶丽燕啦。。。

朋友，头痛真的不好玩
而如果你头发稀少，
那就更别玩了，知道吗？！
哈哈。。。

Feel

2009-02-27T22:23:00.004+08:00

How are you?
Hey tell u what, I'm really getting older...
Nowadays, feel upset easily,
feel hurt easily,
feel tire easily,
feel angry easily,
feel sleepy easily
(but cant sleep till around 4am for more than 2 weeks edi)
need spirit fill life?
haha....
Maybe not enough sleep and make me like this!?

Pray for me
I need good rest at night.

矛盾

2009-02-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

对不起，太久没来写写我的布若格了。。。
其实我常常都有想来写写的，
只是心情都没那么“开朗”，所以都不敢乱乱写。

我这星期的心情也是处在矛盾中。
我真的不想让自己成为：龟毛之人
原本已放手，但却被要求
所以再次挑战自己再来一次。。。
就下定决心，求神赐智慧能再次让他的名得荣耀

但是。。。

请为我祷告，我需要明白神的旨意
我需要安静宁听他的声音
清楚他要我学习的功课

哈哈。。。老人家都是比较难“搞”的啦。。。
请原谅我的无知。。。

你能明白我的意思吗？
哈哈。。。我自己也不太明白！！！

沮丧了啦。。。

2009-01-09T00:21:00.004+08:00

好烦啊！
才一开学就听到有学生门徒要“走”了。。。
原因是：“我不习惯去作个人布道嘞！”
哎哟，有谁“很”习惯去作个人布道的？
这是使命啦。。。

再来就是，
原本带着使命来到UTM要轰轰烈烈为神得到更多SMD的
又因为只有一颗心却有太多事要作而显的力不从心啊！
看着他们一个一个心有余而力不足的样子
我也感到有点沮丧了。。。
该讲的讲了，该挑战的也挑战了
为什么那么快又忘了呢？
咳！我们这软弱的人真是健忘啊！

CLC在学生心里到底值多少？
SMD在他们心里又值多少？
神的使命在他们生命里又到底值多少？

神啊，求你体恤我们的软弱
赐我们一颗刚强的心来体贴你的心意
帮助我们能完成你要我们完成的事
虽然我们常常会忘记而把你所托付的事放在最后
却将属世的事放在优先
但是，神你的恩典够我们用
就求神你不断的提醒我们
使我们不被魔鬼所引诱
让我们敏锐圣灵的带领
成为神你合用的器皿，阿门！

House warming & Christmas Party

2008-12-26T21:24:00.008+08:00

当我的邻居知道我是基督徒后

都希望我能为他们开个圣诞聚会
后来我觉得这是个很好的机会为他们祝福

就请了我大哥为他们带来神道祝福

我也为来宾们预备了礼物和恩物

马来邻居来了一些，

当看到圣诞老人分恩物给小朋友时

也向圣诞老人要了一份，

因为他们认为这样就能得到我们神的祝福

华人邻居也希望从我们的“代表”中的到祝福

阿伟一家在隔天也对我说

基督徒开的圣诞晚会和非基督徒的真的很不同

基督徒在开始晚会前会为来宾带来上帝的祝福与平安

所以他们觉得很开心

小朋友更开心咯！！！

有得吃又有得拿礼物和恩物

告诉你们一件我妈妈最开心的事吧。。。

我妈妈日盼夜盼的就是能啪张全家福

等到了。。。

我二哥一家也到齐了，所以我们等了十年后

终于啪到这张全家福了

相信你也会为我高兴吧！

在此我祝你：圣诞蒙恩，新年快乐！！！

Singapore Trip

2008-12-26T20:41:00.007+08:00

圣诞之前我和家人去了新加坡。。。

和干女儿去“国外”走走是每年必作之事

今年新加坡乌节路的圣诞主题为梦幻糖果屋

所以整条街都吊满了大大粒的糖果

真的好漂亮。。。

我们去了我们都很喜欢的SAKURA餐厅

吃我们最喜欢的国际自由餐

（原本忠文也要带格蕾诗去的哦！）

告诉你哦，如果你有机会到新加坡

你一定要去吃一吃，真的很好吃的啊！

仪恩正吃着榴莲帕夫，里面的榴莲是多的咯！

24D榴莲肉啊，真是爽到。。。

有机会你一定要去吃一吃OK！

holidays la...

2008-12-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

hello my dear fren, sorry for my delay for updating mty blog, but i am really busy la so..... i will come back and update after my Singapore trip ya...tunggu ya...take care...

这一天近了。。。

2008-11-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

读了好几个人的部落格都写着个人的心情写照
对社会，对人类，对感情，对信仰。。。
不知是最近的天气的影响所致
还是生病的我心情特别的郁闷
看到的东西几乎都是恢恢的
当然知道不可以依靠感觉
但是人终归是软弱的你同意吗？
我更清楚当人体软弱的时候
什么事情都会觉得不顺心（其实只是心情疲累所致）

真想在短宣过后好好放个长假
让心，身和灵都放松去。。。
22年的事奉真的会容易疲累
可能是一点一点的累积所致
原本以为休息2-3天就够了
但是现在看来应该没有这么简单吧？！

年轻人，如果你在看我的部落格
你就应当开始为自己的身体状况预备了
当我20-30岁时，淋雨，熬夜都是小case
30-40岁时，淋雨会生病，熬夜会头疼
所以别以为你永远都会“那么”健康哦！
哈哈。。。是的，我是在说我自己“老”了！！！

欢迎你一天一天的靠近“这一天”噢。。。哈哈

病人的样子

2008-11-17T22:14:00.004+08:00

有个学生在大学里看见我，目不转睛的看呀看后
就遥遥头的对我说：“Callie姐，不像呀！”
我摸不着头的回问了她：“什么东西不像？”
“你都不像是在生病的人”
“哈哈，请问你，生病应该是什么样子的？”我问
“不知道，总之你就是不像啦。。。”

我病了将近10天了。。。
严重的咳嗽导致“失声”，
严重的伤风以及发高烧致头晕目眩，
连床都无法下去
没吃都会吐所以吃了更是吐个不停

但是当我能下床时，我就到大学里去找学生
想去看看他们也想为他们打气加油
（因为正在考试）

当学生问了我之后
我就开始问自己，到底生病的人应该是怎样的？
应该有熊猫眼僵尸脸吗？
可是那些熬夜数天游干泳的人也会酱啊！
到底生病的人应该是什么样子的呢？
什么样子才像是生病的人？
我想了又想，再仔细的想啊想。。。
最后结果是。。。

还是想不出结论！！！哈哈。。。

头晕呀！

2008-11-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

我的干儿子今天出院了。。。

而今天的我还没痊愈
早上起身时还是有点晕晕的
走起路来飘飘然的
但是没了发烧伤风也走了
只是咳嗽还留下咳得我前胸好痛
声音时有时无也咳到我头好晕也好痛

想想。。。哦，
应该是还没喝到红字牛奶啦。。。
因为头还晕晕的所以还没出门去买东西

但我真的要谢谢你
因为你为我祷告所以我能好的快一些
谢谢啦！

我的宝贝进院了。。。

2008-11-11T15:10:00.003+08:00

我的宝贝干儿子曹敬恒生病了。。。

昨晚大约九点半左右，

佩君打电话给我说正要载恒恒进医院

心里就为他担心并不断为他祷告

而我却不能去看他因为自己也正病重

到了11点左右我打了电话给佩君

她告诉我恒恒很乖

医生帮他打点滴他都没哭

哦！才3岁的宝宝多勇敢啊！

佩君说恒恒没有哭闹

就只有乖乖的躺着让医生帮他抽血

神所爱的宝宝真勇敢

请你也为他祷告吧。。。

求神医治恒恒的病（发烧，伤风及咳嗽）

如今导致气管发炎需留院观察

恒恒你要快快好起来噢！

红字牛奶！！！

2008-11-10T21:48:00.003+08:00

我生病了。。。
伤风，发烧和咳嗽导致“失声”
只好在家里休息咯！
我想应该是到时间要喝“红字牛奶”了
为什么？？？
哦，那是因为，当我们还小的时候
家里很穷，只有在生病时才有得喝红字牛奶
而每次也因为喝了红字牛奶加“迷路”
身体就会好起来了。。。
神奇吧。。。红字牛奶！！！

所有，如果你也关心我的健康
那就买点红字牛奶和迷路来吧。。。

先谢谢你了。。。

人啊人。。。

2008-11-07T22:12:00.003+08:00

你作了什么别以为没人知道
当你越不想让人知道的事
到最后会有更多人知道的

你到底做了什么事怕别人讲呢？
为什么你还要“特别”交待当事者不可以告诉别人你没做到你当作的事？
这样不就让人更确定你并没作好你当作的事吗？

咳！当学生问我
为什么不能讲？他明明就是这样对我们呀
为什么却叫我们不能告诉别人呢？
为什么要掩饰他自己所作错的事？
你认为我们还应该相信这样的人吗？

**********

其实心情也蛮低落的
近期来常常被这样的问题困扰
不是不懂答案而是不晓得当如何回答
因为自己也面对同样问题
也不断的问自己为什么会这样？
要如何帮助他呢？他会愿意听吗？
可能他到现在都认为他没有错呢?

**********

人心难测啊。。。

Tracy结婚了。。。

2008-11-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

我堂妹结婚了！！！

她真是个美女啊

当我和莉萍陪她在房里等待新郎时

莉萍问她心情如何

她竟然说：没感觉。。。

哈哈。。。她真的好可爱。。。

看着叔叔婶婶堂弟和堂妹脸上的笑容

心中也为他们开心

在此要祝福东源和玉英

永远幸福快乐！！！

舅舅离开我们了！！！

2008-10-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

亲眼看着舅舅离开人世
心中非常的难过
因为舅舅全家都还没接受主

##########

曾经带着工大生到舅舅居住的小镇短宣
努力的带领表弟表妹去教会
也到家里向舅舅一家传福音
但因为外公是风水师
所以舅舅一家也非常迷信
当我们向他们传福音时
舅舅对我说:各人拜各人的吧
因为你妈妈从小给了别人
所以你们信奉基督教
要不然你们也就和我们一样了

##########

多年来每当想到他们
就向神求恩典
求神软化他们的心
舅舅在星期四的时候离开了
他没有接受神的恩典
还有七位表弟妹
他们的老公老婆及孩子们
为我们祷告吧
让我们能继续有机会向他们传福音

Holiday trip

2008-10-27T22:55:00.006+08:00

Today is deepavali and also UTM study week.

disciples told me that they wish to have 1 day trip

to go outing to release tension!!!

wow,they are really under tension...

*******

23日早上，我的学生门徒打了电话给我

他们好想出去走走玩玩

因为最近都非常努力的读书

也很努力的去传福音及造就门徒

为了奖励他们

也为了在假期前和他们有更多的时间在一起

*******

终于在今天早上我开了VAN

开始了我们今天的“一日游”

*******

哇！早餐有米粉果条，半生熟蛋

迷路冰，黑迷路，迷路奶

茶奶，茶奶冰和黑卡菲冰。。。

*******

回家看了一部黑人片子

*******

午餐来了蛋炒饭，鸭肉面，鸭肉面薄

炸苏东，炸多利鱼，香炒啦啦

2大杯卡乐奶，1大杯苹果黄梨加酸梅

1大杯番石榴加酸梅，再来番茄汁柳橙汁

苹果黄梨加酸梅个1小杯

*******

我们来到保龄球场

用了好多的力气

终于帮他们洗了四条小垄沟

*******

既然用了那么多力气后，晚餐来了

雪人，为什么你就一直不断的吃釀的食物？

你吃太多“丸丸”了啦。。。

因为在家里妈妈不给吃啊

这些丸丸又那么好吃，所以一定要吃多多

*******

洁失灵，你真的能吃那么多死蛤？

可以啦，煮熟熟啦

*******

洁洁，你拿那么多肥猪肉啊？

我真的很喜欢嘞。。。

*******

哇！那一大碟的肉肉是谁的？

雯雯的。。。

哎呀你真的吃的完吗？

嘿，别看我小小只啊

我可以吃很多的嘞

*******

Elvin,你还在吃啊？em...（只是点点头）

你还可以吗？em...（又只是点点头）

*******

哦，已是晚上8点了，我们回家吧？！

哪，玩也玩了，吃也吃了，要好好读书啦。。。

加油吧我可爱的学生！

我会“试试”看。。。

2008-10-25T21:05:00.003+08:00

谢谢你的代祷
阳子她没事了
因为最近在大学里发生了强奸案
所以心里害怕没有安全感

将耶稣介绍给她
她说会“试试”看

在谈话过程中
她总是“认为”我是好人
我真的是好人吗？
哈哈！！！
我想。。。
应该是吧
你认为呢？

我只能说因为我有基督吧！

凯莉姐，你好！

2008-10-22T23:46:00.006+08:00

凯莉姐，你好！
我是阳子，还记得我吗？
就是上次去吃榴莲但却一直想吃苹果的那个女孩。
不知您最近过得可好？

哦，阳子吗？
你好，我过得还可以。你呢？
当然我还记得你啊
我还买了青苹果送给你

姐姐您还记得我，
我真的很高兴。
姐，我最近还行，
但是有一些事情让我挺苦闷的。。。
我真的好难过
我很需要找人聊聊啊
我担心我自己该怎么办

好的，但你可以等吗？
因为现在已经是半夜2点37分了
但如果你真的要我现在来找你，
那我也可以过来。。。

好的，就明天晚上吧，
姐，真的很不好意思
这么久都没联系，今天一联络就向您诉苦
但我想了好久
只是我觉得您是可以信赖人
也是我在这大学里唯一可以寻求帮助的人啊
其实我一直都想要见见您，
但我身边的人都叫我别相信你们
我不管了
我真的好难受啊
所以，姐，我求求您帮帮我吧！

没事，阳子，
明天晚上我会来载你
我们出去喝喝茶再慢慢聊。
现在我希望你好好睡个觉
别想太多了，好吗？

好的，姐
我会好好休息。
您也早点休息吧
明晚见。

亲爱的朋友，这是我昨天晚上接到的SMS
这位中国学生只参与我们迎新生时的榴莲大餐后就不再与我们见面
但当她面对困难时
她却自动来找我们了。。。

为我祷告吧求神赐我聪明智慧去帮助她，阳子。。。

New Laptop

2008-10-20T21:02:00.006+08:00

Thank you Lord for this new Laptop...

Callie, do you want to change a new laptop?
Ya, but not now
Why?
Not yet have enough money to buy a new one...
Ok, How much more u need?
Errrrrr... I only have Rm700
Then can u tell me how much your old laptop can be sell?
I also dont know but i hope to sell it not less then Rm800
Ok, i buy it from u at Rm1300,agree?
Then u can buy a new one,ok?
wow, thanks so much!!!

Then we went to cyctech the shop i always bring students to buy laptop...

Miss Koh, who want to buy new laptop?
Me lo, this time i wish to buy for myself
Wow finally ah, almost 2 years oredi leh...
Ya lo, no money ma...
Ok tell me which model u want?
Let me see the model not more than Rm2000 de
ai yo, i will give u discount de la
Miss Koh, take this model la, Acer 4930
wow Rm2599 leh...
ai yo tell me how much u have la
I only have Rm2000
Ok la, i will give you special price la
But cannot let others know how much ok?
But how much do i have to pay to up grade it to 2 GB?
ai yo, free upgrade for you la

How great is our God?!

Eh...why do you need my old laptop?
Actually my son ask me to get a laptop for him
but he is only 7 years old
he just need a laptop to play games
so, i do not want to buy him a new one
I'm looking for a second hand laptop since Feb this year
I went cyctech to ask but they told me not selling second hand laptop
and the boss ask me to call you
haha...its you Callie, you are my discipler during my study in UTM, remember?

Its God mercy to me
Thank you Lord!!!

感恩啊！40周年了。。。

2008-10-13T22:45:00.006+08:00

40年了！！！
马来西亚学园传道会庆祝40周年了。。。

10月11日
在续槟城和吉隆坡后
第三站就在我们这里举行了

原以为只有150至200位左右支持者会出席
但神的恩典
当晚出席者超过250位以上

当天晚上的出席者都和我们一起感谢神在学园传道会所作的一切！

当晚的我
心里只有感恩。。。
感谢神让我能事奉他22年了
感谢神让我有机会带领人归向他
感谢神让我有一群忠心的代祷者如你
感谢神让我有一群忠心的支持者如你
感谢神让我有一斑忠心的学生门徒如你
感谢神让我有你这位常常对我伸出援手的朋友

谢谢你，感谢上帝！！！

压力

2008-10-07T23:01:00.006+08:00

压力啊！！！
你有压力吗？？？
我想压力人人都有

但。。。

要怎样才能解除呢？
我绝对相信有压力的人生才有生命中美丽的火花
你相信吗？

最近我常觉得我身边的人都在面对很多很多的压力。。。
我也看到每个人面对压力时的不同反映
有的人是非常积极的去面对

但有些人却在压力中“沉船”啊。。。
因为越压越扁呀
根本连很简单的事都“想”得很复杂了

可怜啊。。。可怜。。。

其实我只是想说

没那么大的头就别戴那么大的瑁啦

为什么要搞到人们一听到“你”的名就。。。
ｈａｉｚ。。。

可悲啊！！！

加油吧!

2008-10-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

有时侯我们会遇到一些令人失望,沮丧的事情
比如一个讲话不算话的人
自己要求别人为他作这作那的
却什么都不为别人作
还自以为"很"为别人着想的人,等等...
这时...
我们一定要学习忍耐呀!
因为...
遇到困难时我们不可以轻易放弃!!!
而是要提醒自己别像他哟...哈哈...

谢谢雪娥今早用经文鼓励了我

我也在灵修时被
罗马书12:12所提醒
在指望中要喜乐
在患难中要忍耐
祷告要恒切

加油呀!!!

软弱的我!

2008-10-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

心情还是没有好转呀!!!
上帝啊,求你加添力量吧...
我还是软弱的普通人...
我想我是真的真的受伤了吧...
因为以我对自己的认识
我的不正常"感觉"从不会延续到第二天...
我想这次是真的累了吧...
还是???我老了!!!
还是真的很受伤了???
我真的不知道...
我不想这样的
所以才"觉得"很奇怪...
祷告吧
求神让我明天起身时是充满平安和喜乐的...
你有为我祷告吗???
可能就因为你"忘了"在祷告中记念我吧
所以我被敌人攻击...
哈哈...
让我们彼此在祷告中记念好吗?
你要加油哦!!!
写些留言吧
让我得到你的祝福...

我真的累了...

2008-09-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

原本今天应该是我很快乐的一天
但,我真的很累了...
二十一年的服事
尽我所能
对神的小忠心(按我的良心)
对支持我的朋友有交待
我真的尽我所能的做了我该做的
但,我真的累了...
为了什么而"觉得"累了???
因为"觉得"应该最相信我的人
因为"觉得"应该最信任我的人
让我"觉得"很不被相信
让我"觉得"很不被信任
我真的累了...
为什么要被人耍呢???
为什么可以忘了自己说过的话
为什么可以忘了自己答应过的事
而...让我"变成"
没得到"允许"就私自做决定的人
我真的累了...

I got my life partner!!!

2008-09-29T14:11:00.004+08:00

I got my life partner!!!

Oh dont feel shock ya, it's not me la...haha...

On Friday night 1 of my graduated disciple sms me and told me he found his life partner and wanted me to happy with him. Ya sure i was so happy when i know this news.

But what i really feel happy was... my UTM disciples, even they graduated for years but when they come to the decision of life partner they will still call or sms me and asked for my opinion or to let me know what is their decision. They treat me as their Big Sister and this make me so blessed to have them in my ministry before.

That's also make me think back the time we serve the Lord together in UTM, we went tru difficulty, we went tru happy time and also sad time together but today we are separated in difference place yet we are still very close in our heart. we are just a call away.

To all my disciples, you all are my treasure in Christ. Your sms or call will make my day!!! When i received your sms or call, i really feel so touch and will happy for my whole day, even when i feel so tire, so down or even feel of leaving the ministry but your call or sms will help me recall our God grace to me and that press me on to serve Him more faithfully.

Thank you so much for given/giving me a chance to serve with you during the time in UTM. If you are still in UTM, then pls help me to serve you better and let's do it together to win 1 more soul for the Lord and for those who are working now,pls let me pray for you so that you will not feel lonely in serving the Lord in your working place, may you also bring 1 more soul for the Lord too!

I missed you all...

Take care...

Haizzzzzzzzz!!!

2008-09-22T22:55:00.003+08:00

Am back but away again to till 27th ya. Sorry cos very tire and also just came back for 3 days and going to campus till no time to rest so dint update my blog.

Sometime just feel so lousy, when i came back to my campus and start to see things that i involve in, why do i need to do so hard yet the result came out soooooooooooooooooo slow??? when you think of helping in some way and you are trying your very best to do it BUT person who need to really take care don't see it urgent, then how will you feel? you try to arrange this and that for them but they just don't see it that way, haha... busybody???

When i came back from Sabah, I really start to think more. How many things that we can really take control of? everything is under control by our God, He knows what is going on and He allowed things to happen, so what we can do is just humble and wait before Him.

Haizzzzz... i am very tire now... wil share with you more when i come back ok? Take care my dear Fren.

Wow!!!

2008-09-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hello my fren, I am still out station... Now using student's laptop to update you some news.

I am very thankful to God that He shows me what we think is impossible but in Him everything is possible. Till now at 14/09/08 11:10pm, 3 mover in this campus committed their life to join us as CLC members. They prayed to received Christ at the time i challenge them to pray and at the same time i challenge them to commit their time with CLC and they committed!!! They pray with us and also write down the date of receiving Christ. Wow 3 mover leh... How great is our God!!!

1 of our student leader bring a 2nd year Girl to Christ then the girl bring 1 of her course mate to church and today he prayed to be children of God, the other student bring her BF to church and today when i challenge him to received Christ he did. 4 of them are course mate ah!!!

I am so very tired (cos no time to rest.) but i am so happy that i can involve in these students life. They are so willing to take up the responsibility even they don't have a staff with them. I am so touch by their love towards their campus. They told me its ok that we temporally don't hv staff, we will stand firm at this critical time to give our best to the Lord.

Oh my dear fren, pls join me to give thanks for the Lord for these students. If you know who they are, pls send them sms or even a call to give them your encouragement.

Do pray for me too cos i still need to help them do some arrangement before i go back. Still many more problems to settle and many decision need to be done. I need your prayer support so much.

Take Care ya...

2008-09-09T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hello my fren, i will be going out station from 10-17 Sept for ministry. I will not be able to update my blog cos will not bring my "BIG" laptop with me... haha...

Pray for me as i visit students and will be a blessing to them. U can still reach me by calling or sms me ya. U take care and i will too...haha...

Thanks for reminding me...

2008-09-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

Thank You Lord, this boy experience Your love to him again and now he know that he should bring his girl fren to You. He went back to his college on Friday morning to enroll and clean his room after 2 days of scaring experienced at home.

From this special case, i really learn a lesson from it, do we really want to do what we want till God show His anger on us then only we sit down and listen? Or should we do what He wants us to do so that we can experienced His greatest love on us? haha... actually God loves us so much but we always break His heart by doing what He don't like, talk what He don't like, act what He don't like and many many more... haiz...why????????? Childish right????

I know you feel so hurt...

2008-09-03T00:34:00.007+08:00

oh my God, how can a father said to his son

" in the name of Jesus, u go and die now!"?

Early in the morning i received a call and someone told me his father ask him to go and die now.

After clarify only found out that just bcos of a very very small matter,

the father shout at the son on phone who study in the college.

The son feel so hopeless and scared cos he is study so hard just wish to get good result

to satisfy his father and became a very quiet boy,

he was so stress and under pressure but...

suddenly the father said his attitude got problems

cos he now don't talk much...

haiz...what do you think my fren? what i can do to help this boy?

I just saw him just 2 days ago and i found that he is more matured

and more understanding then 1/2 year ago,

i still talk to his mother that this boy become very nice guy edi,

but today things seems to change just becos the father in no reason

get mad then this boy become his father's "chu4 qi4 tong3".

This boy is going to his final year and today went back to his college to do his enrollment

but the father stop the payment and told him go and die so don't have to study anymore.

A boy in his age of 20 facing such difficulty and looking for my help,

i cried! He keep asking me to help him,

he dare not go home cos the father wants him to go back and

wanted to punish him.

On the phone i told him,

i will pray for him and i told him

when man cannot do anything our Lord will start to do something.

I asked him to pray to the Lord too and he did,

he still very scared and when he was on his way back

to his home town,

he keep calling me to go back with him cos he dare not meet

his father who are still very very mad.

Finally he reached home without me,

the father dint scold him but just told him to stop studying... ... ...

Now when i am writing this blog i am still talking with him

on phone on and off.

Pls pray for me for wisdom to help both he and his father.

I feel so headache liao...

Now the boy call me and said he thank God

cos the Lord listen to his prayer

that the father dint slap on him nor hit him also dint scold him.

Now he believe the Lord loves him.

Praise the Lord with me la,

finally the boy realize that God still with him and can still lay on HIM.

Thank you Lord!

My hair turn gray!!!

2008-08-31T00:03:00.002+08:00

My hair turn gray in 2 months time...

That day when i went PJ for our CD's planning meeting,

some of my staff saw my hair and feel so shock!!!!

What happen to you Callie???

Why your hair turn gray but when we see you in June it's still black???

What happen to you???

don't think too much leh... don't worried so much la...

take your leave la... go for your personal retreat la...

and many many more from my staff,

Thank you is all i mean to say to you all.

I know I should not think too much, should not worried,

must learn to relax myself,

but fren,

when you are facing problems that keep making you so depress what will you do?

You really don't think? Never worried? Feel so relax?

Some of you may know what i' saying here, so pls pray fr me,

but whose who don't know what happen then pls pray for God mercy unto me.

I really need more grace!!!

Anybody wants to sponsor me to do coloring?

I don't want cheap cheap de leh...haha...

Pray for me la

I am in the very stress situation now.

Should I be more selfish?

so that I don't have to spend so much time on ppl that never appreciate me?

Should I be more merciful to ppl who never appreciate me?

Not worth for me to cried for ppl who don't care right?

Then how? What should I do?

Pray!!!

Get "Nothing" in return!!!

2008-08-18T15:40:00.005+08:00

I will be going to PJ for meeting this weekend... don't know if i can write something on blog during my meeting there.

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I am actually facing a problem of how to encourage a full-time worker when she/he said to me " i will lost vision in serving the Lord when i get "nothing" in return from the people i serve with". What is actually "nothing"? When i read William's blog that he mention about when his youngest girl said to him "daddy, careful when driving." he feel so "man zhu"... ya, this is what i think so, when my student said to me " Callie Jie, must take care ya." ," Callie Jie, good nite and have a good rest." or even " Callie Jie, don't worried about us, we will give our best to serve the Lord." wow, Will this satisfied you? YES I DO!!!. Then how if you don't? What is the THING that you think is paying in return leh? Times? Gifts? or what?

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Enter my 22nd years of serving the Lord, I'm so happy that our Lord still give me the opportunity to serve HIM with MCCC. He gave me time to grow... Facing lotta challenging things that make me a better person (this is what i think)! Tears and hurts that makes me grow stronger each time.Its a blessing from Him to have the challenging things in life... agree??? haha... if no challenge then life will be very boring de leh... BUT i know some how we are too weak to face the challenge that TOO BIG to us, so we need to ask God for mercy to over come each one of it.

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If you can help me in answering the question on top pls help me so that i can encourage the person who need the answer ok? thanks ya... take care and God blessed you!!!

No updates...

2008-08-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

No update cos very tire and not feeling so well. Not sick but just feeling not so well...haha... How about you? Convo is coming so soon, we'll have 2 disciple this time to received UTM-CLC's flower oh...haha... It's Kimi & YiYi!!! YiYi is now working in Singapore and Kimi is working at his home town KL. I feel sorry cos all our juniors will not be in the campus during this convo,haiz... So maybe only 2 "lao you tiao" will go lo,yes, its me and CV lo..haha...

Updates... Now i have 3 seniors and 5 juniors working closely with us, 3 more on the way, still challenging them. All 5 of them so committed to be a mover and also on the way towards SMD. We went witnessing on every Tuesday, then we have our own time of follow-up group. Jess follow-up Cindy and Xiao Xu, Ying Jie follow-up Shally and Yi Wen will start follow-up Sharon and maybe stella too, i'm praying that Elvin will also start follow-up Shye Luing soon. Pray for them cos they oredi committed the time to the Lord but i really pray for them that our God give them wisdom in their study to glorify Him too. Pls join me to pray for them and also pray for me as i lead them to the way of SMD, its not an easy way but i believe our God will show me the best way to lead this special team.

Oh ya, when you visit my blog, can you leave a note so that i now you were here to pray for me. Thanks.

so sorry...

2008-08-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Talk also bo yong... just wanted to release some "meng qi" ma... human memang macam ini kua... when don't know where to turn to then sure need to find some way out de ma... so oh, i pula pula write on my own blog la... haha... i takut i will "khi xiao" soon lo if i dint release out...

today i went in to campus at 7am to look for 2 students that they r oredi Christian but they are not sure about how to pray and devotion so i do it with them this morning and thank God we have wonderful time together. tonight i actually plan to stay with a student but after dinner, she was invited by her fren to watch the opening of Olympic so i came back early. then my fren came back and complain about her day, she told me the students in her school went in to 2 class room that no people inside and start to tear down the fans, pull down the black board and this and that... then she feel so lousy today... haha... then i asked her what is life??? then both of us laugh! we actually facing problems everyday but we have Christ that understand us and He will lead us... sometime we will received calls, sms that we don't like to listen to or read but that's life, we still have to face it and all these things will help us grow in Him. so i tell myself, say it when u need to say it out, do it when u need to do... BUT try to do it in the way that people can "accept" la, but some how... sorry lah... i am still a normal person that easily done something wrong loh... IF u think i hurt u, my apology to you, i am very sorry, pls forgive me and remind me to be a better person ok?! THANKS ya... Jesus Loves you...

What to do?

2008-08-07T23:19:00.008+08:00

I was planed to have our Part 1 and 2 training on this coming 1 week break but tonight when i start my follow up with my disciples and wanted to arrange time with them, they gave me the answer almost break my heart again... I tot they oredi so confirm to put CLC in their 1st priority but 4 of them NO 1 is free... 2 got church camp but that was the arrangement last year before they make their commitment to CLC, so it's ok, then 1 said mother will come visit her so have to go KL with mother but after mother went back then still want to stay there to have fun with course mate, then the only 1 who will give me hope told me that she will be going to Sarawak!!! Some time I really don't know what to say lo, when we start so hard to challenge students to commit their time to serve but some how because of the relationship that's make us feel so lost and disappointed. I was trying so hard to challenge students who are always thinking of going back home to give priority to serve in UTM yet those who have the same vision with me "forgot" the priority. What else can I said? Not angry but just confused... haha...I understand that students can still have their own planning for their holidays and I also told them to let me know and plan with me if they have any plan in mind but yet they "forgot"!

Pls pray for me, I need God's wisdom to lead this bath of student leaders in UTM. I really hope that they will become the leader that God want them to be.

Gospel nite

2008-08-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

Tonight 3 junior, 2 senior n Me, went witnessing in Campus from 8pm-9:30pm. God gave us 4 students that willing to hear the complete Gospel. Why so hard to touch people's heart? We prayed so hard that someone will come to Christ every time me and my disciples shared with them but till now still cant see good result. But we really enjoy the time together, we know that 6 of us are getting closer in our relationship. We shared about what problems we faced and we jokes and we pray and we end our time with happiness.

I went in since morning after staff Fast & Prayer time, i shared with 5 students and all of them turn me down too. But dont worried about me cos i believe i will get the best one that our God prepared for me soon.

How i spend my Birthday!?

2008-08-02T17:09:00.007+08:00

I went in to campus early at 8am on my birthday 1st Aug. I prayed to God to give me the 1st students I shared with to become a christian and will be my SMD but NO! Then I keep looking for students and shared cos I really wish to have a special gift from God...but till today at 4:30pm, I have shared with 14 students and non of them received Christ... oh i need encouragement liao!!! I really don't know what He wants me to learn from this BUT I do believe there must be a lesson for me to learn. Tell me if you know ok?

On my birthday from 12am til 11:59pm, I received 67sms, a cake, a big tin of milo, 1 small cup of jelly, a birthday song sang by Yok Wong's kids and RM80 for my birthday. Great? haha...

But some how I still feel so down maybe bcos I'm getting older kua... "Li4 Bu4 Cong2 Xin1"... Maybe it's time for me to take a long break oh, what do you think? haha...SMD, SMD and SMD again...

Birthday cake!!!

2008-07-31T22:16:00.008+08:00

Hahaha.. Tomorrow is my birthday but tonight after Follow-up in my house my House-mate also my disciple and also my supporter buy me a cake to celebrate my birthday!!! yeah, I'm so happy. I was busy preparing food for my disciples tonight cos tonight will be the 1st follow-up for this new sem. 5 of them came without knowing my birthday but after dinner when my house mate came back with a cake and all of us feel so happy.

I really thank God for the 6 (Elvin,Yi Wen,Ying Jie, Jess, Shally & Cindy) of them (1 of them dint turn up), 3 1st year students, they are so willing to serve in UTM, they told me that they don't want to waste their life in UTM, pray with me for 3 of them: Jessalynn, Shally & Cindy. Jess will join in my follow-up group with 3 seniors, and she will start follow-up Cindy from next Friday and Ying Jie will start follow-up Shally from next week too. Pls pray for us as we start to do and focus in SMD. We all agree to do witnessing every Tues and everyone have to give out 3 special days for the Lord, 1 day under follow-up, 1 day for witnessing and 1 more day for follow-up own disciples. We prayed and committed ourselves to God. Will you pray for us too? i know you will, thanks!

1st Aug my Birthday!!!

2008-07-31T14:31:00.004+08:00

Hey my birthday coming so so so soon leh... TOMORROW la... haha... after reading Ai Yen's blog talking about what she wish to have on her birthday, here i tell you what i wish toooooo... CASH la cos no matter where you are you can still bank in cash to my acc (Maybank 101208555148) ma..haha... Many frens of mine always said "sorry leh cos i'm away during ur BD", "aiyo, i really dont know what to buy for you leh", " don't know what you want la so dint buy","why last minute only remind me its your BD?"... so now i tell you lo my BD coming soo and its tomorrow 1st Aug ok, so you should know what you should do liao ok...haha..

How Great is our God?!

2008-07-26T21:17:00.005+08:00

Hello, i just came back home from campus since yesterday morning. Last nite i stay with a girl call Xue Shan, she came from Kedah, she invited me to stay with her last night and again we shared. She told me that she wanted to receive Christ but when she call back and ask her parent on Thus morning after i shared with her on Tues night,her parent scolded her and said to her that come UTM for study not to change religion. She was so sad after calling back. So last night i pray with her and told her that God can wait for her but she need to make decision for her own too and she cried. She told me that she will keep trying to ask her parent and want me to pray for her too so that the Lord will touch her parent's heart. So my fren, will you keep us in your prayer? Thanks.

This morning she invited 3 of her course mate to her room and ask me to share Christ with them. When i was sharing, she keep saying to her fren that Jesus is real God if can must believe in Him,wow, see how great is our God. She is not a Christian yet but she start to invite her fren to listen to the Gospel oredi.

FOC

2008-07-25T00:05:00.003+08:00

I went to campus on Tues after morning Staff team time and stay over nite with a 1st year student cos her roommate dint report to UTM so she stay alone. I stay in her room but we both invited her course mate to come to her room and i shared 4SL with them and pray for them. 7 of them heard gospel but non of them received Christ BUT they really enjoy the time with me. 2 of them told me that they will seriously consider Christianity. I really enjoy the time staying with them, some of them said I'm not fare cos i dint stay with them...haha...i told them i will be coming in to stay with students 2 times a week so don't worried then only they feel happy, 1 of them oredi booked me on this coming Friday nite, she said she wants to cook for me oh...haha...maggi mee la. every time when i stay with one of the student, i spend a nite sharing with her about my testimony, and try to ask her for prayer request and i pray for her. And every time when i came out from that room, they will tell me that they were blessed by my God,wow,how great is my God. I know i 'm just a normal person but God touch them Himself and i always believe that they will come to HIM one day...amen!

Pray for me as i spend nite with them i usually have not enough time to sleep and i always spend from 11am (Tues) til 7pm (Wed) and 11am (Thus) till 7pm (Fri) then only i go back to my house. You know i am so old lady edi, so i really feel tire when i reached home but my heart feel so blessed to stay with them. I really pray for SMD, may God blessed me with the work and time i spend in campus.

The FOC Durian Party.

2008-07-18T23:25:00.006+08:00

Richard, Peter, Set Foon & I spend 2 days in Durian plantation to pick Durians and Rambutan also Duku Langsat for UTM FOC. We can pick about 150KG durian each day. Tell u ah, the durian Kampung very very nice leh, very creamy de ah...Uncle Peter up to the Rambutan tree to plug rambutan, Set Foon and i carry the durians out from the plantation to the van and Elder Richard clean it 1 by 1 then put into the van to get it ready for students at night. Our 1st night,we went to Jessalynn's block, all the girls(Chinese,Malay and China) really enjoy it and they finished more than 80-100KG but tonight, the boy's cant even finished 40KG. We actually invite the whole block's guy but only about 25 of them came. They all keep asking why we do this for them and we told them we like to share what we have and it's free ma... They enjoy it and we are so happy to get to know them better so that we can go back to them soon with Good News. Pray for us ya...thanks.

*Jesus Loves You*

Durian Party!!

2008-07-17T23:52:00.008+08:00

10th,16th & 17th UTM have special night for fresh-man so we UTM-CLC also went there to give out U Move Mag, we ask them to fill up the survey form then they can get the Mag and also we'll give them a mystery gift, that's our u Move pen if they complete the form and if we think its good, haha, we'll see their respond, if they are interested to know what is 4SL or what is "Good News of life" then we'll go to their rooms and give them the mystery gift and share Christ. We thank God, those who wrote YES they want to know more about 4SL and we found out that their respond is very good, not that they received Christ but they are very open to it.Some of the students bring their friend to us the next day to fill the form too, cos they feel that we are really good to them.

The photo at the right side are the China students,the girl who standing this the girl who bring her friend to us the 2nd day. When she came to the hall, she keep looking for us and she ask for the form to let her friend fill up. And this is the day we are going to Belanja Jess's block-mate for Durian Party, and so happen that the china girl wrote that she missed Durian so i invited her for Durian party, both of them so happy and they call me up to fetch them after the fresh-man gathering. They told me they like UTM so much cos they can really feel many that Chinese in UTM really help them a lot like us too. She said "Jie Jie ni zhen de hao hao ye,rang wo men jue de xiang shi yi jia ren oh." (meaning, sis, you are so good to us, you really make us feel like we are one family.) haha...

NA...This is the photo we taken when we have Durian Party at Jessalynn's block. This is the beginning of party, one by one they came till the end all her block-mate came down to enjoy the durian and so as the Malay students in the block. The durian are all good durian, all the students now know who is Jess and they also know I'm jess's auntie. After the party, they keep saying Thank you,thank you and thank you again... will upload some more photos for you when i got it from Jess ya. Do continue to pray for us, we need to continue to build good relationship with the students and we believe the Gospel will be share to them soon...

*Jesus Loves You*

Good Begining...

2008-07-15T23:36:00.005+08:00

Yeah, God gives us the 1st fruit, Tong Ying a classmate of Jessalynn. We went to visit 2 of Jess's classmate and we shared 4SL to both of them and Jess brought 1 of them to Christ, halelujah! Actually Jess was not feeling so good today because of her Islamic teacher scolded her as she dint do anything wrong. So when i told her i will go with her tonite to visit her classmate she don't feel like going, when we arrived at the car park, she don't even want to get down from the car, then i told her "sharing Christ u act so slow ah, then when u received reward from God..." she quickly get down from the car and run cos she said she wants to receive reward from God ... haha, she is Jess... she really a great follower of God! Amen!

God knows how Jess feel today so He gave her a reward by bringing her classmate to Christ, so she told me,"this morning was so sad and down but at nite was so happy leh...". She will go back to Tong Ying tomorrow to get her to go through follow-up. Pray for her as she take up this challenge.

This is Mei Fern, a student That Jess reached out to her last Friday, she is a very potential leader that i told you in my last mgs. We are praying for this student now, cause we know she is the one we are looking for.

God grace to us

2008-07-15T10:28:00.002+08:00

Wow so busy now everyday have to go in campus to visit new students. This year we are focusing on "leader" and its really something very special, when we enter rooms... na, she is the one, oh..she is the one, erm...she is not, this one also not la... haha...do you know what we are talking about??? yes, we are talking about "leader". After praying so hard to our Lord, we really can see who is the leader we want, and its true, leader is so hard to challenge but we are still praying to get them. Pls pray for us too when we need to go back to this special ppl again and again... they are potential and they really have their influence to others new students.

Everyday i have more than 10 hours stay in UTM to reach out to our new students.

Some of them very friendly but some are not, they don't even want to talk to you after they know you are not studying in campus. But I'm sure that these ppl need gospel too.

Pls also pray for Jessalynn and Shi Yun, Jesalynn will start giving follow-up to Shi yun and Shi yun is already following us to do visiting and witnessing.

SHR students...

2008-07-08T00:11:00.001+08:00

Today i got to know 5 new students, all of them are Jessalynn's course mate. 4 of them are not Christian but 3 of them give good respond, pls pray for them, ask our God the send Holy Spirit to soften their hearts so when i shared Christ with them they will respond to our Lord. 1 of the Christian friend of her Shi Yun was train in Part 1 during Trudy Voon staying in JB, so i challenge her to join us tonight to go visiting, she followed...Then when i challenge Jess's roommate that not yet a Christian to follow us, haha... she followed too, so i bring her with me in a team to visit and share Christ, she sit there and listen too and she help me to explain to her course mate when they ask questions!!! Her name is Qiao Ling from segamat, pls pray for her that she will accept the Lord soon.

Jess become campus student edi!!!

2008-06-29T23:12:00.003+08:00

Today My brother Richard send his beautiful girl to UTM and i was with them to show him the way. His girl, Jessalynn start her 1st day of campus student life from today... When she went for registration, she met her schoolmate,then 1 by 1 they met...U know what she is really good in public relation oh, 1st day oredi so many frens edi, after this wk of orientation, i don't know what will happen to her le...maybe all 1st year students know her liao...aiyoyo...haha

Pray for her la, i believe God is using her to be a great impact in UTM... Her roommate is a segamat girl, after they cleaning the room together for 1/2 hour, they oredi become good fren edi. so i believe Jess will be a influencer in UTM.

Will update you my ministry in UTM soon after this week of orientation, remember to up hold me in your prayer ya.

**Jesus Loves You**

1st day back to UTM.

2008-06-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

Wow today when i went in to UTM, my heart beat so fast...Why? haha... SMD...SMD...and SMD again... Pls pray for me and Dickson, we really want to see SMD in this campus that we served so many years... May God blessed us with SMD that see the needs in UTM too. When i saw so many of new students in line to register how i wish i can start sharing Christ yet i begin in helping them, i show them the way to their hostel, bring them for food and send them back again till the parents told me "pls take care of my girl, i know and believe you will help her.", haha... yes i will sure take care of them and will also bring them good news soon...

We need your prayer so much! Pls pray for Jessalynn, she will also enter UTM tmr, i really hope that she can glorify our God with her good result and also be the blessing in UTM.

Thanks for your prayers for us- UTM CCC...

*Jesus Loves You*

Bang again taday!!!

2008-06-20T21:35:00.003+08:00

Today is also a lousy day for me, i just send my car for repair yesterday, but today i kena bang again!!! A malay young lady drive at the right lane and that's for U turn or right turn and i was in the middle lane for right turn too, then when traffic light turn green, 3 cars in front of me turn right and its my turn to turn right, that girl bang on my back of my car! when i stop my car she asked me to turn in 1st then only we talk, so i turn but when i turn in, she run away... such a bad girl right? I was so angry, cos i really feel that i'm so stupid, she is such a young girl but she tells lie and i was so stupid to believe on her.

But when i reached home and enter my room, i cried when i pray to God, i ask for forgivness, i shouldn't scold that girl in my heart, cos i din't communicate with her at all when she ask me to turn in,so maybe she though i forgive her so she drive away...

没力了啦！！！

2008-06-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

亲爱的朋友，你好吗？我可就没那么好啦，因为最近常头痛和头晕，一大早就被头痛痛醒，咳，真痛苦啊！哈哈。。。可能因为大学就要开学，可能担心无法建立属灵倍增门徒，可能担心筹款不足，可能因为物价高涨，可能因为汽油涨价也可能因为无法成为一位好领袖吧，所以。。。想太多了。。。

最近真的发现钱真的很不够用，哈哈，母亲大人的七十大寿将在这来临的星期六庆祝，我的车昨天又无辜被人撞了跑，虽不严重但也得修理，所以我说。。。哭都没眼泪啊。。。我的心情好复杂，真的好像没力再向前走下去了。为我祷告吧！我真的需要神特别的恩典来渡过这心情和压力。

So down le...

2008-06-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel so down today? Do you know why? haha... i really don't know why just that my heart feel so sad and wanted to cry out and cried so easily. Too tire? Too stress? or what? God, please help me go tru it, i know You are my God and You will carry me when i need to rest in Your arm.

Maybe it time for me to rest... i know I'm tire both mentally and spiritually... sometime I'll ask God why? why this and why that...haha... but i believe He loves me so much and he knows how i feel now. i just need some time to over come it. Pls pray for me that i can really rest in Him so that i can be strong in Him and His ministry.

Happy time with them!

2008-06-09T23:40:00.003+08:00

On the 8th, 7 of us went and celebrate Jessalynn's birthday, wow its really a good 1. All of us enjoy so much. i think this will be the last time for our team to get together edi... cos campus going to start soon and everyone is getting ourselves ready to reach out to the Freshman in our campus for the Lord. We will be each others encouragement in the time to come, cos most of our campus also facing difficulty but we trust that God will be our help to build SMD in our campuses,amen!
Today when i send student back to Batu Pahat and Muar, we stop at Yong Peng to buy "fu Chao" noddle and biscuit, Batu Pahat for coffee then stop at Pt. Jawa for asam pedas, wow the asam really good la, if you happen to pass by Pt. Jawa do remember to stop for it, really very nice and cheap le...

She is a blessing to me!

2008-06-07T23:46:00.004+08:00

Hey my fren, tell you what, my music team members came to my house today cos we are going to celebrate Xi Ping=Jessalynn's birthday on Sunday. They all came from Muar, Batu pahat and Pekan Nenas also from JB la, 7 of us will be going to enjoy with Jessalynn before she enter UNI.

Pls pray for her as she is so "kan zhiong" now, when times getting nearer she is more worried... I believe she will be a blessing to many when she enter Uni,u agree with me? haha... she will...

Jessalynn is a blessing to most of us also her friends, she always loves to show ppl how great is our God to her and she shows it by giving her best to help others.

If you agree with what i share here and u also know her,pls write something on my blog here to give her more support and encouragement too, she will view my blog often and I'm sure she will be bless by you too...

Jess...Jia you...don't worried about your future cos God knows what is the best for you! Just surrender yourself to Him. I love you!

I'm happy bcos of u!!!

2008-06-02T18:12:00.003+08:00

After the i-connect, i really feel so happy cos till now, almost everyday my music team members will still go online to msn each other, we talk and talk and talk but we still have many things to share. This is my 1st time seeing students get together so well. Thank God for this special team. so, Xi Mei,Xi Qi,Xi Qing,Xi Di, Xi Shua, Xi Kwa & Xi Ping, i really hope we can go on sharing what we face daily and keep everyone in our prayer too. Jia You ya!

Pray for me as i have to start planning for UTM Juniors programs. Pray that God give me wisdom to reach out to the new and portentous leaders in UTM. Let me know your payer iterms too so that i can always pray for you and your minstry or your family or even your own. You are all special to me, not only my team members but everyone of you who read this blog. or SMS me if urgent.

I'll be going to PD for our nation staff retreat, hope that can get online to share with you all again soon. Take care.

Thank You

2008-05-31T16:38:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm getting much much better liao, thanks for your prayer ya. now only a bit flu lo but no more cough and fever la. so today i have to start doing some cleaning for my house liao. during i-connect the girls stay with me and supporters visited me too and i have not do all the cleaning yet and my sister is coming back soon this coming Monday so i must do it before she came back...haha...lazy gal oh...

Xi..Mei...Ah...

2008-05-28T21:51:00.005+08:00

Hello Fren,
Thanks for your prayer support that uphold me and my music team. This is my 1st time leading a Music Team as I'm not pro in this area. I thank God for giving me this opportunity to serve with a great team. They are Jessalynn, Joshua, James, Vanessa, Ci Qi, Charlene and me. all my girls fall sick during 1st & 2nd phases but God show His mercy on us, they only seriously sick at night on bed but during performances they are mostly ok,i mean can still sing well.. haha..."xi...mei...ah..".
They are very special, cos when they meet on 1st day, they star to stick together. People keep saying Music Team are the most relax team, but they don't know our tears more than others. Music people are very special but when things goes wrong every1 feel so stress. Singing also in very moody way...haha...
Everytime when they are about to go on stage, their body is so cold cos they are so scare that they cant perform in the best way for the Lord. Some how...haha...something wrong here and there but God still used them as they offer themselve into His hand.
Now i'm sick, fever soar troat and flu but not so serious, pls continue to pray for me so that i'll recover soon.
For my team member, Thank You so much for giving me this opportunity to serve with you all. Take care and really hope that all of you will recover very soon too.

Pls pray for i-connect music team

2008-05-17T13:06:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm back from Bangkok on 11 night and start our national campus project i-connect from 12-26th, meaning i'm still busy lo so cant update my blog. Pls remember me in your prayer cos i'm very tire edi. My music team will start our 1st concert tonight at Life Church, Bukit indah. My students feel tire too so pls pray that 8 of us will really be in ight attitude to serve our Lord everyday when we stand on the stage.

Old edi la...

2008-04-30T19:19:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Campus since tues noon...i was so touch by 2 girls. I stay with them last night in their room and we shared a lot, they are non christian but they ask me to pray for them and also their family members. They told me they understand that they need Christ to be their savior and they need time to make this decision.
I'm getting old edi, cos really feel so tire after came back from campus. haha...

My monday

2008-04-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Very headache le, my next door is doing renovation so even Monday also cant rest will at home. knocking here and there and my house also become so dirty.

Today Herbert and Ing Fong visit me and we went for breakfast and have some time of sharing together. Its so good to meet with "old fren" and have time to shared. After some time of sharing they start their journey to Singapore to meet supporters.

人啊！真是悲哀。。。

2008-04-24T22:36:00.005+08:00

为何得到时又不推给别人；又不说对其他人不公平呢？为何当给时又要推；又要觉得对自己不公平？人啊。。。真是悲哀啊！我心好苦闷啊！谁人来救救我吧。。。

烦呀烦！算清楚一点是不是好一点？但若真的要算的话，那我想。。。应该会世界大战吧？哈哈。。。

我知道“你”心里也和我一样不好受，但我们当如何呢？咳。。。烦呀烦！

2008-04-24T00:12:00.005+08:00

(",) (^-^) (^0^) (>_~) (^Q*)

受到委屈时

记得要忍耐

挫折跌倒时

记得勇敢点

失意伤心时

记得要坚强

痛苦烦恼时

记得笑一笑

当你感到压力疲惫时

记得神与你和我同在。。。

这是我常常提醒自己的金句良言！

需要鼓励

2008-04-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

今天晚上的心情怪怪的。。。有点象要流眼泪但又流不出，也不知为什么要流泪叻！真麻烦。。。当然啦，到最后我。。。还是没哭，哈哈！可能心里有太多东西要想，许多工作没作完吧，好压力喔！为我祷告好吗？让我能享受我的事奉。谢谢！

为你我愿

2008-04-22T23:22:00.005+08:00

来到你宝贵十架前,

主啊！求你使用我一生，

荣耀你，称颂你的恩典，

愿为你爱而奉献我自己。

如今我站立你面前，

主啊！求你塑造我一生，

谦卑，看见人需要，

使我生命全然顺服。。。

我愿为你点燃生命之火，

照亮身边需要真爱的人。

为你我愿宣扬你的救恩，

等待你的荣耀降临。

Blessing

2008-04-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

B-egin with
L-ove in Christ
E-xpect blessing
S-hare goodness
S-hine like the sun
I-nspire someone
N-ever forget that
G-OD is with you all the time...He loves you so much!