没力了啦！！！

亲爱的朋友，你好吗？我可就没那么好啦，因为最近常头痛和头晕，一大早就被头痛痛醒，咳，真痛苦啊！哈哈。。。可能因为大学就要开学，可能担心无法建立属灵倍增门徒，可能担心筹款不足，可能因为物价高涨，可能因为汽油涨价也可能因为无法成为一位好领袖吧，所以。。。想太多了。。。

最近真的发现钱真的很不够用，哈哈，母亲大人的七十大寿将在这来临的星期六庆祝，我的车昨天又无辜被人撞了跑，虽不严重但也得修理，所以我说。。。哭都没眼泪啊。。。我的心情好复杂，真的好像没力再向前走下去了。为我祷告吧！我真的需要神特别的恩典来渡过这心情和压力。

So down le...

Why do i feel so down today? Do you know why? haha... i really don't know why just that my heart feel so sad and wanted to cry out and cried so easily. Too tire? Too stress? or what? God, please help me go tru it, i know You are my God and You will carry me when i need to rest in Your arm.

Maybe it time for me to rest... i know I'm tire both mentally and spiritually... sometime I'll ask God why? why this and why that...haha... but i believe He loves me so much and he knows how i feel now. i just need some time to over come it. Pls pray for me that i can really rest in Him so that i can be strong in Him and His ministry.

Happy time with them!

On the 8th, 7 of us went and celebrate Jessalynn's birthday, wow its really a good 1. All of us enjoy so much. i think this will be the last time for our team to get together edi... cos campus going to start soon and everyone is getting ourselves ready to reach out to the Freshman in our campus for the Lord. We will be each others encouragement in the time to come, cos most of our campus also facing difficulty but we trust that God will be our help to build SMD in our campuses,amen!
Today when i send student back to Batu Pahat and Muar, we stop at Yong Peng to buy "fu Chao" noddle and biscuit, Batu Pahat for coffee then stop at Pt. Jawa for asam pedas, wow the asam really good la, if you happen to pass by Pt. Jawa do remember to stop for it, really very nice and cheap le...

She is a blessing to me!

Hey my fren, tell you what, my music team members came to my house today cos we are going to celebrate Xi Ping=Jessalynn's birthday on Sunday. They all came from Muar, Batu pahat and Pekan Nenas also from JB la, 7 of us will be going to enjoy with Jessalynn before she enter UNI.

Pls pray for her as she is so "kan zhiong" now, when times getting nearer she is more worried... I believe she will be a blessing to many when she enter Uni,u agree with me? haha... she will...

Jessalynn is a blessing to most of us also her friends, she always loves to show ppl how great is our God to her and she shows it by giving her best to help others.

If you agree with what i share here and u also know her,pls write something on my blog here to give her more support and encouragement too, she will view my blog often and I'm sure she will be bless by you too...

Jess...Jia you...don't worried about your future cos God knows what is the best for you! Just surrender yourself to Him. I love you!

I'm happy bcos of u!!!

After the i-connect, i really feel so happy cos till now, almost everyday my music team members will still go online to msn each other, we talk and talk and talk but we still have many things to share. This is my 1st time seeing students get together so well. Thank God for this special team. so, Xi Mei,Xi Qi,Xi Qing,Xi Di, Xi Shua, Xi Kwa & Xi Ping, i really hope we can go on sharing what we face daily and keep everyone in our prayer too. Jia You ya!

Pray for me as i have to start planning for UTM Juniors programs. Pray that God give me wisdom to reach out to the new and portentous leaders in UTM. Let me know your payer iterms too so that i can always pray for you and your minstry or your family or even your own. You are all special to me, not only my team members but everyone of you who read this blog. or SMS me if urgent.

I'll be going to PD for our nation staff retreat, hope that can get online to share with you all again soon. Take care.

Thank You

Hi everyone, I'm getting much much better liao, thanks for your prayer ya. now only a bit flu lo but no more cough and fever la. so today i have to start doing some cleaning for my house liao. during i-connect the girls stay with me and supporters visited me too and i have not do all the cleaning yet and my sister is coming back soon this coming Monday so i must do it before she came back...haha...lazy gal oh...

Xi..Mei...Ah...

Hello Fren,
Thanks for your prayer support that uphold me and my music team. This is my 1st time leading a Music Team as I'm not pro in this area. I thank God for giving me this opportunity to serve with a great team. They are Jessalynn, Joshua, James, Vanessa, Ci Qi, Charlene and me. all my girls fall sick during 1st & 2nd phases but God show His mercy on us, they only seriously sick at night on bed but during performances they are mostly ok,i mean can still sing well.. haha..."xi...mei...ah..".
They are very special, cos when they meet on 1st day, they star to stick together. People keep saying Music Team are the most relax team, but they don't know our tears more than others. Music people are very special but when things goes wrong every1 feel so stress. Singing also in very moody way...haha...
Everytime when they are about to go on stage, their body is so cold cos they are so scare that they cant perform in the best way for the Lord. Some how...haha...something wrong here and there but God still used them as they offer themselve into His hand.
Now i'm sick, fever soar troat and flu but not so serious, pls continue to pray for me so that i'll recover soon.
For my team member, Thank You so much for giving me this opportunity to serve with you all. Take care and really hope that all of you will recover very soon too.