House warming & Christmas Party

当我的邻居知道我是基督徒后

都希望我能为他们开个圣诞聚会
后来我觉得这是个很好的机会为他们祝福

就请了我大哥为他们带来神道祝福

我也为来宾们预备了礼物和恩物

马来邻居来了一些，

当看到圣诞老人分恩物给小朋友时

也向圣诞老人要了一份，

因为他们认为这样就能得到我们神的祝福

华人邻居也希望从我们的“代表”中的到祝福

阿伟一家在隔天也对我说

基督徒开的圣诞晚会和非基督徒的真的很不同

基督徒在开始晚会前会为来宾带来上帝的祝福与平安

所以他们觉得很开心

小朋友更开心咯！！！

有得吃又有得拿礼物和恩物

告诉你们一件我妈妈最开心的事吧。。。

我妈妈日盼夜盼的就是能啪张全家福

等到了。。。

我二哥一家也到齐了，所以我们等了十年后

终于啪到这张全家福了

相信你也会为我高兴吧！

在此我祝你：圣诞蒙恩，新年快乐！！！

Singapore Trip

圣诞之前我和家人去了新加坡。。。

和干女儿去“国外”走走是每年必作之事

今年新加坡乌节路的圣诞主题为梦幻糖果屋

所以整条街都吊满了大大粒的糖果

真的好漂亮。。。

我们去了我们都很喜欢的SAKURA餐厅

吃我们最喜欢的国际自由餐

（原本忠文也要带格蕾诗去的哦！）

告诉你哦，如果你有机会到新加坡

你一定要去吃一吃，真的很好吃的啊！

仪恩正吃着榴莲帕夫，里面的榴莲是多的咯！

24D榴莲肉啊，真是爽到。。。

有机会你一定要去吃一吃OK！

holidays la...

hello my dear fren, sorry for my delay for updating mty blog, but i am really busy la so..... i will come back and update after my Singapore trip ya...tunggu ya...take care...

这一天近了。。。

读了好几个人的部落格都写着个人的心情写照
对社会，对人类，对感情，对信仰。。。
不知是最近的天气的影响所致
还是生病的我心情特别的郁闷
看到的东西几乎都是恢恢的
当然知道不可以依靠感觉
但是人终归是软弱的 你同意吗？
我更清楚当人体软弱的时候
什么事情都会觉得不顺心（其实只是心情疲累所致）


真想在短宣过后好好放个长假
让心，身和灵都放松去。。。
22年的事奉真的会容易疲累
可能是一点一点的累积所致
原本以为休息2-3天就够了
但是现在看来应该没有这么简单吧？！

年轻人，如果你在看我的部落格
你就应当开始为自己的身体状况预备了
当我20-30岁时，淋雨，熬夜都是小case
30-40岁时，淋雨会生病，熬夜会头疼
所以别以为你永远都会“那么”健康哦！
哈哈。。。是的，我是在说我自己“老”了！！！

欢迎你一天一天的靠近“这一天”噢。。。哈哈

病人的样子

有个学生在大学里看见我，目不转睛的看呀看后
就遥遥头的对我说：“Callie姐，不像呀！”
我摸不着头的回问了她：“什么东西不像？”
“你都不像是在生病的人”
“哈哈，请问你，生病应该是什么样子的？”我问
“不知道，总之你就是不像啦。。。”


我病了将近10天了。。。
严重的咳嗽导致“失声”，
严重的伤风以及发高烧致头晕目眩，
连床都无法下去
没吃都会吐 所以吃了更是吐个不停


但是当我能下床时，我就到大学里去找学生
想去看看他们也想为他们打气加油
（因为正在考试）


当学生问了我之后
我就开始问自己，到底生病的人应该是怎样的？
应该有熊猫眼僵尸脸吗？
可是那些熬夜数天游干泳的人也会酱啊！
到底生病的人应该是什么样子的呢？
什么样子才像是生病的人？
我想了又想，再仔细的想啊想。。。
最后结果是。。。



还是想不出结论！！！哈哈。。。

头晕呀！

我的干儿子今天出院了。。。

而今天的我还没痊愈
早上起身时还是有点晕晕的
走起路来飘飘然的
但是没了发烧 伤风也走了
只是咳嗽还留下 咳得我前胸好痛
声音时有时无 也咳到我头好晕也好痛

想想。。。哦，
应该是还没喝到红字牛奶啦。。。
因为头还晕晕的所以还没出门去买东西

但我真的要谢谢你
因为你为我祷告所以我能好的快一些
谢谢啦！

我的宝贝进院了。。。

我的宝贝干儿子曹敬恒生病了。。。

昨晚大约九点半左右，

佩君打电话给我说正要载恒恒进医院

心里就为他担心并不断为他祷告

而我却不能去看他因为自己也正病重

到了11点左右我打了电话给佩君

她告诉我恒恒很乖

医生帮他打点滴他都没哭

哦！才3岁的宝宝多勇敢啊！

佩君说恒恒没有哭闹

就只有乖乖的躺着让医生帮他抽血

神所爱的宝宝真勇敢

请你也为他祷告吧。。。

求神医治恒恒的病（发烧，伤风及咳嗽）

如今导致气管发炎需留院观察

恒恒你要快快好起来噢！

红字牛奶！！！

我生病了。。。
伤风，发烧和咳嗽导致“失声”
只好在家里休息咯！
我想应该是到时间要喝“红字牛奶”了
为什么？？？
哦，那是因为，当我们还小的时候
家里很穷，只有在生病时才有得喝红字牛奶
而每次也因为喝了红字牛奶加“迷路”
身体就会好起来了。。。
神奇吧。。。红字牛奶！！！

所有，如果你也关心我的健康
那就买点红字牛奶和迷路来吧。。。

先谢谢你了。。。

人啊人。。。

你作了什么别以为没人知道
当你越不想让人知道的事
到最后会有更多人知道的

你到底做了什么事怕别人讲呢？
为什么你还要“特别”交待当事者不可以告诉别人你没做到你当作的事？
这样不就让人更确定你并没作好你当作的事吗？

咳！当学生问我
为什么不能讲？他明明就是这样对我们呀
为什么却叫我们不能告诉别人呢？
为什么要掩饰他自己所作错的事？
你认为我们还应该相信这样的人吗？

**********

其实心情也蛮低落的
近期来常常被这样的问题困扰
不是不懂答案而是不晓得当如何回答
因为自己也面对同样问题
也不断的问自己为什么会这样？
要如何帮助他呢？他会愿意听吗？
可能他到现在都认为他没有错呢?

**********

人心难测啊。。。

Tracy结婚了。。。

我堂妹结婚了！！！

她真是个美女啊

当我和莉萍陪她在房里等待新郎时

莉萍问她心情如何

她竟然说：没感觉。。。

哈哈。。。她真的好可爱。。。

看着叔叔婶婶堂弟和堂妹脸上的笑容

心中也为他们开心

在此要祝福东源和玉英

永远幸福快乐！！！

舅舅离开我们了！！！

亲眼看着舅舅离开人世
心中非常的难过
因为舅舅全家都还没接受主

##########

曾经带着工大生到舅舅居住的小镇短宣
努力的带领表弟表妹去教会
也到家里向舅舅一家传福音
但因为外公是风水师
所以舅舅一家也非常迷信
当我们向他们传福音时
舅舅对我说:各人拜各人的吧
因为你妈妈从小给了别人
所以你们信奉基督教
要不然你们也就和我们一样了

##########

多年来每当想到他们
就向神求恩典
求神软化他们的心
舅舅在星期四的时候离开了
他没有接受神的恩典
还有七位表弟妹
他们的老公老婆及孩子们
为我们祷告吧
让我们能继续有机会向他们传福音

Holiday trip

Today is deepavali and also UTM study week.

disciples told me that they wish to have 1 day trip

to go outing to release tension!!!

wow,they are really under tension...

*******

23日早上，我的学生门徒打了电话给我

他们好想出去走走玩玩

因为最近都非常努力的读书

也很努力的去传福音及造就门徒

为了奖励他们

也为了在假期前和他们有更多的时间在一起

*******

终于在今天早上我开了VAN

开始了我们今天的“一日游”

*******

哇！早餐有米粉果条，半生熟蛋

迷路冰，黑迷路，迷路奶

茶奶，茶奶冰和黑卡菲冰。。。

*******

回家看了一部黑人片子

*******

午餐来了 蛋炒饭，鸭肉面，鸭肉面薄

炸苏东，炸多利鱼，香炒啦啦

2大杯卡乐奶，1大杯苹果黄梨加酸梅

1大杯番石榴加酸梅，再来 番茄汁 柳橙汁

苹果黄梨加酸梅个1小杯

*******

我们来到保龄球场

用了好多的力气

终于帮他们洗了四条小垄沟

*******

既然用了那么多力气后，晚餐来了

雪人，为什么你就一直不断的吃釀的食物？

你吃太多“丸丸”了啦。。。

因为在家里妈妈不给吃啊

这些丸丸又那么好吃，所以一定要吃多多

*******

洁失灵，你真的能吃那么多死蛤？

可以啦，煮熟熟啦

*******

洁洁，你拿那么多肥猪肉啊？

我真的很喜欢嘞。。。

*******

哇！那一大碟的肉肉是谁的？

雯雯的。。。

哎呀你真的吃的完吗？

嘿，别看我小小只啊

我可以吃很多的嘞

*******

Elvin,你还在吃啊？em...（只是点点头）

你还可以吗？em...（又只是点点头）

*******

哦，已是晚上8点了，我们回家吧？！

哪，玩也玩了，吃也吃了，要好好读书啦。。。

加油吧我可爱的学生！

我会“试试”看。。。

谢谢你的代祷
阳子她没事了
因为最近在大学里发生了强奸案
所以心里害怕 没有安全感

将耶稣介绍给她
她说会“试试”看

在谈话过程中
她总是“认为”我是好人
我真的是好人吗？
哈哈！！！
我想。。。
应该是吧
你认为呢？

我只能说因为我有基督吧！

凯莉姐，你好！

凯莉姐，你好！
我是阳子，还记得我吗？
就是上次去吃榴莲但却一直想吃苹果的那个女孩。
不知您最近过得可好？

哦，阳子吗？
你好，我过得还可以。你呢？
当然我还记得你啊
我还买了青苹果送给你

姐姐您还记得我，
我真的很高兴。
姐，我最近还行，
但是有一些事情让我挺苦闷的。。。
我真的好难过
我很需要找人聊聊啊
我担心我自己该怎么办

好的，但你可以等吗？
因为现在已经是半夜2点37分了
但如果你真的要我现在来找你，
那我也可以过来。。。

好的，就明天晚上吧，
姐，真的很不好意思
这么久都没联系，今天一联络就向您诉苦
但我想了好久
只是我觉得您是可以信赖人
也是我在这大学里唯一可以寻求帮助的人啊
其实我一直都想要见见您，
但我身边的人都叫我别相信你们
我不管了
我真的好难受啊
所以，姐，我求求您帮帮我吧！

没事，阳子，
明天晚上我会来载你
我们出去喝喝茶再慢慢聊。
现在我希望你好好睡个觉
别想太多了，好吗？

好的，姐
我会好好休息。
您也早点休息吧
明晚见。

亲爱的朋友，这是我昨天晚上接到的SMS
这位中国学生只参与我们迎新生时的榴莲大餐后就不再与我们见面
但当她面对困难时
她却自动来找我们了。。。

为我祷告吧求神赐我聪明智慧去帮助她，阳子。。。

New Laptop

Thank you Lord for this new Laptop...

Callie, do you want to change a new laptop?
Ya, but not now
Why?
Not yet have enough money to buy a new one...
Ok, How much more u need?
Errrrrr... I only have Rm700
Then can u tell me how much your old laptop can be sell?
I also dont know but i hope to sell it not less then Rm800
Ok, i buy it from u at Rm1300,agree?
Then u can buy a new one,ok?
wow, thanks so much!!!

Then we went to cyctech the shop i always bring students to buy laptop...

Miss Koh, who want to buy new laptop?
Me lo, this time i wish to buy for myself
Wow finally ah, almost 2 years oredi leh...
Ya lo, no money ma...
Ok tell me which model u want?
Let me see the model not more than Rm2000 de
ai yo, i will give u discount de la
Miss Koh, take this model la, Acer 4930
wow Rm2599 leh...
ai yo tell me how much u have la
I only have Rm2000
Ok la, i will give you special price la
But cannot let others know how much ok?
But how much do i have to pay to up grade it to 2 GB?
ai yo, free upgrade for you la

How great is our God?!

Eh...why do you need my old laptop?
Actually my son ask me to get a laptop for him
but he is only 7 years old
he just need a laptop to play games
so, i do not want to buy him a new one
I'm looking for a second hand laptop since Feb this year
I went cyctech to ask but they told me not selling second hand laptop
and the boss ask me to call you
haha...its you Callie, you are my discipler during my study in UTM, remember?

Its God mercy to me
Thank you Lord!!!

感恩啊！40周年了。。。

40年了！！！
马来西亚学园传道会庆祝40周年了。。。

10月11日
在续槟城和吉隆坡后
第三站就在我们这里举行了

原以为只有150至200位左右支持者会出席
但 神的恩典
当晚出席者超过250位以上

当天晚上的出席者都和我们一起感谢神在学园传道会所作的一切！

当晚的我
心里只有感恩。。。
感谢神 让我能事奉他22年了
感谢神 让我有机会带领人归向他
感谢神 让我有一群忠心的代祷者如你
感谢神 让我有一群忠心的支持者如你
感谢神 让我有一斑忠心的学生门徒如你
感谢神 让我有你这位常常对我伸出援手的朋友

谢谢你，感谢上帝！！！

压力

压力啊！！！
你有压力吗？？？
我想压力人人都有

但。。。

要怎样才能解除呢？
我绝对相信有压力的人生才有生命中美丽的火花
你相信吗？

最近我常觉得我身边的人都在面对很多很多的压力。。。
我也看到每个人面对压力时的不同反映
有的人是非常积极的去面对

但有些人却在压力中“沉船”啊。。。
因为越压越扁呀
根本连很简单的事都“想”得很复杂了

可怜啊。。。可怜。。。

其实我只是想说

没那么大的头就别戴那么大的瑁啦

为什么要搞到人们一听到“你”的名就。。。
ｈａｉｚ。。。

可悲啊！！！

加油吧!

有时侯我们会遇到一些令人失望,沮丧的事情
比如一个讲话不算话的人
自己要求别人为他作这作那的
却什么都不为别人作
还自以为"很"为别人着想的人,等等...
这时...
我们一定要学习忍耐呀!
因为...
遇到困难时我们不可以轻易放弃!!!
而是要提醒自己别像他哟...哈哈...

谢谢雪娥今早用经文鼓励了我

我也在灵修时被
罗马书12:12所提醒
在指望中要喜乐
在患难中要忍耐
祷告要恒切

加油呀!!!

软弱的我!

心情还是没有好转呀!!!
上帝啊,求你加添力量吧...
我还是软弱的普通人...
我想我是真的真的受伤了吧...
因为以我对自己的认识
我的不正常"感觉"从不会延续到第二天...
我想这次是真的累了吧...
还是???我老了!!!
还是真的很受伤了???
我真的不知道...
我不想这样的
所以才"觉得"很奇怪...
祷告吧
求神让我明天起身时是充满平安和喜乐的...
你有为我祷告吗???
可能就因为你"忘了"在祷告中记念我吧
所以我被敌人攻击...
哈哈...
让我们彼此在祷告中记念好吗?
你要加油哦!!!
写些留言吧
让我得到你的祝福...

我真的累了...

原本今天应该是我很快乐的一天
但,我真的很累了...
二十一年的服事
尽我所能
对神的小忠心(按我的良心)
对支持我的朋友有交待
我真的尽我所能的做了我该做的
但,我真的累了...
为了什么而"觉得"累了???
因为"觉得"应该最相信我的人
因为"觉得"应该最信任我的人
让我"觉得"很不被相信
让我"觉得"很不被信任
我真的累了...
为什么要被人耍呢???
为什么可以忘了自己说过的话
为什么可以忘了自己答应过的事
而...让我"变成"
没得到"允许"就私自做决定的人
我真的累了...

I got my life partner!!!

I got my life partner!!!

Oh dont feel shock ya, it's not me la...haha...

On Friday night 1 of my graduated disciple sms me and told me he found his life partner and wanted me to happy with him. Ya sure i was so happy when i know this news.

But what i really feel happy was... my UTM disciples, even they graduated for years but when they come to the decision of life partner they will still call or sms me and asked for my opinion or to let me know what is their decision. They treat me as their Big Sister and this make me so blessed to have them in my ministry before.

That's also make me think back the time we serve the Lord together in UTM, we went tru difficulty, we went tru happy time and also sad time together but today we are separated in difference place yet we are still very close in our heart. we are just a call away.

To all my disciples, you all are my treasure in Christ. Your sms or call will make my day!!! When i received your sms or call, i really feel so touch and will happy for my whole day, even when i feel so tire, so down or even feel of leaving the ministry but your call or sms will help me recall our God grace to me and that press me on to serve Him more faithfully.

Thank you so much for given/giving me a chance to serve with you during the time in UTM. If you are still in UTM, then pls help me to serve you better and let's do it together to win 1 more soul for the Lord and for those who are working now,pls let me pray for you so that you will not feel lonely in serving the Lord in your working place, may you also bring 1 more soul for the Lord too!

I missed you all...

Take care...

Haizzzzzzzzz!!!

Am back but away again to till 27th ya. Sorry cos very tire and also just came back for 3 days and going to campus till no time to rest so dint update my blog.

Sometime just feel so lousy, when i came back to my campus and start to see things that i involve in, why do i need to do so hard yet the result came out soooooooooooooooooo slow??? when you think of helping in some way and you are trying your very best to do it BUT person who need to really take care don't see it urgent, then how will you feel? you try to arrange this and that for them but they just don't see it that way, haha... busybody???

When i came back from Sabah, I really start to think more. How many things that we can really take control of? everything is under control by our God, He knows what is going on and He allowed things to happen, so what we can do is just humble and wait before Him.

Haizzzzz... i am very tire now... wil share with you more when i come back ok? Take care my dear Fren.

Wow!!!

Hello my fren, I am still out station... Now using student's laptop to update you some news.

I am very thankful to God that He shows me what we think is impossible but in Him everything is possible. Till now at 14/09/08 11:10pm, 3 mover in this campus committed their life to join us as CLC members. They prayed to received Christ at the time i challenge them to pray and at the same time i challenge them to commit their time with CLC and they committed!!! They pray with us and also write down the date of receiving Christ. Wow 3 mover leh... How great is our God!!!

1 of our student leader bring a 2nd year Girl to Christ then the girl bring 1 of her course mate to church and today he prayed to be children of God, the other student bring her BF to church and today when i challenge him to received Christ he did. 4 of them are course mate ah!!!

I am so very tired (cos no time to rest.) but i am so happy that i can involve in these students life. They are so willing to take up the responsibility even they don't have a staff with them. I am so touch by their love towards their campus. They told me its ok that we temporally don't hv staff, we will stand firm at this critical time to give our best to the Lord.

Oh my dear fren, pls join me to give thanks for the Lord for these students. If you know who they are, pls send them sms or even a call to give them your encouragement.

Do pray for me too cos i still need to help them do some arrangement before i go back. Still many more problems to settle and many decision need to be done. I need your prayer support so much.

Take Care ya...

Hello my fren, i will be going out station from 10-17 Sept for ministry. I will not be able to update my blog cos will not bring my "BIG" laptop with me... haha...

Pray for me as i visit students and will be a blessing to them. U can still reach me by calling or sms me ya. U take care and i will too...haha...

Thanks for reminding me...

Thank You Lord, this boy experience Your love to him again and now he know that he should bring his girl fren to You. He went back to his college on Friday morning to enroll and clean his room after 2 days of scaring experienced at home.

From this special case, i really learn a lesson from it, do we really want to do what we want till God show His anger on us then only we sit down and listen? Or should we do what He wants us to do so that we can experienced His greatest love on us? haha... actually God loves us so much but we always break His heart by doing what He don't like, talk what He don't like, act what He don't like and many many more... haiz...why????????? Childish right????

I know you feel so hurt...

oh my God, how can a father said to his son

" in the name of Jesus, u go and die now!"?

Early in the morning i received a call and someone told me his father ask him to go and die now.

After clarify only found out that just bcos of a very very small matter,

the father shout at the son on phone who study in the college.

The son feel so hopeless and scared cos he is study so hard just wish to get good result

to satisfy his father and became a very quiet boy,

he was so stress and under pressure but...

suddenly the father said his attitude got problems

cos he now don't talk much...

haiz...what do you think my fren? what i can do to help this boy?

I just saw him just 2 days ago and i found that he is more matured

and more understanding then 1/2 year ago,

i still talk to his mother that this boy become very nice guy edi,

but today things seems to change just becos the father in no reason

get mad then this boy become his father's "chu4 qi4 tong3".

This boy is going to his final year and today went back to his college to do his enrollment

but the father stop the payment and told him go and die so don't have to study anymore.

A boy in his age of 20 facing such difficulty and looking for my help,

i cried! He keep asking me to help him,

he dare not go home cos the father wants him to go back and

wanted to punish him.

On the phone i told him,

i will pray for him and i told him

when man cannot do anything our Lord will start to do something.

I asked him to pray to the Lord too and he did,

he still very scared and when he was on his way back

to his home town,

he keep calling me to go back with him cos he dare not meet

his father who are still very very mad.

Finally he reached home without me,

the father dint scold him but just told him to stop studying... ... ...

Now when i am writing this blog i am still talking with him

on phone on and off.

Pls pray for me for wisdom to help both he and his father.

I feel so headache liao...

Now the boy call me and said he thank God

cos the Lord listen to his prayer

that the father dint slap on him nor hit him also dint scold him.

Now he believe the Lord loves him.

Praise the Lord with me la,

finally the boy realize that God still with him and can still lay on HIM.

Thank you Lord!

My hair turn gray!!!

My hair turn gray in 2 months time...

That day when i went PJ for our CD's planning meeting,

some of my staff saw my hair and feel so shock!!!!

What happen to you Callie???

Why your hair turn gray but when we see you in June it's still black???

What happen to you???

don't think too much leh... don't worried so much la...

take your leave la... go for your personal retreat la...

and many many more from my staff,

Thank you is all i mean to say to you all.

I know I should not think too much, should not worried,

must learn to relax myself,

but fren,

when you are facing problems that keep making you so depress what will you do?

You really don't think? Never worried? Feel so relax?

Some of you may know what i' saying here, so pls pray fr me,

but whose who don't know what happen then pls pray for God mercy unto me.

I really need more grace!!!

Anybody wants to sponsor me to do coloring?

I don't want cheap cheap de leh...haha...

Pray for me la

I am in the very stress situation now.

Should I be more selfish?

so that I don't have to spend so much time on ppl that never appreciate me?

Should I be more merciful to ppl who never appreciate me?

Not worth for me to cried for ppl who don't care right?

Then how? What should I do?

Pray!!!

Get "Nothing" in return!!!

I will be going to PJ for meeting this weekend... don't know if i can write something on blog during my meeting there.

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I am actually facing a problem of how to encourage a full-time worker when she/he said to me " i will lost vision in serving the Lord when i get "nothing" in return from the people i serve with". What is actually "nothing"? When i read William's blog that he mention about when his youngest girl said to him "daddy, careful when driving." he feel so "man zhu"... ya, this is what i think so, when my student said to me " Callie Jie, must take care ya." ," Callie Jie, good nite and have a good rest." or even " Callie Jie, don't worried about us, we will give our best to serve the Lord." wow, Will this satisfied you? YES I DO!!!. Then how if you don't? What is the THING that you think is paying in return leh? Times? Gifts? or what?

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Enter my 22nd years of serving the Lord, I'm so happy that our Lord still give me the opportunity to serve HIM with MCCC. He gave me time to grow... Facing lotta challenging things that make me a better person (this is what i think)! Tears and hurts that makes me grow stronger each time.Its a blessing from Him to have the challenging things in life... agree??? haha... if no challenge then life will be very boring de leh... BUT i know some how we are too weak to face the challenge that TOO BIG to us, so we need to ask God for mercy to over come each one of it.

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If you can help me in answering the question on top pls help me so that i can encourage the person who need the answer ok? thanks ya... take care and God blessed you!!!

No updates...

No update cos very tire and not feeling so well. Not sick but just feeling not so well...haha... How about you? Convo is coming so soon, we'll have 2 disciple this time to received UTM-CLC's flower oh...haha... It's Kimi & YiYi!!! YiYi is now working in Singapore and Kimi is working at his home town KL. I feel sorry cos all our juniors will not be in the campus during this convo,haiz... So maybe only 2 "lao you tiao" will go lo,yes, its me and CV lo..haha...

Updates... Now i have 3 seniors and 5 juniors working closely with us, 3 more on the way, still challenging them. All 5 of them so committed to be a mover and also on the way towards SMD. We went witnessing on every Tuesday, then we have our own time of follow-up group. Jess follow-up Cindy and Xiao Xu, Ying Jie follow-up Shally and Yi Wen will start follow-up Sharon and maybe stella too, i'm praying that Elvin will also start follow-up Shye Luing soon. Pray for them cos they oredi committed the time to the Lord but i really pray for them that our God give them wisdom in their study to glorify Him too. Pls join me to pray for them and also pray for me as i lead them to the way of SMD, its not an easy way but i believe our God will show me the best way to lead this special team.

Oh ya, when you visit my blog, can you leave a note so that i now you were here to pray for me. Thanks.

so sorry...

Haiz... Talk also bo yong... just wanted to release some "meng qi" ma... human memang macam ini kua... when don't know where to turn to then sure need to find some way out de ma... so oh, i pula pula write on my own blog la... haha... i takut i will "khi xiao" soon lo if i dint release out...

today i went in to campus at 7am to look for 2 students that they r oredi Christian but they are not sure about how to pray and devotion so i do it with them this morning and thank God we have wonderful time together. tonight i actually plan to stay with a student but after dinner, she was invited by her fren to watch the opening of Olympic so i came back early. then my fren came back and complain about her day, she told me the students in her school went in to 2 class room that no people inside and start to tear down the fans, pull down the black board and this and that... then she feel so lousy today... haha... then i asked her what is life??? then both of us laugh! we actually facing problems everyday but we have Christ that understand us and He will lead us... sometime we will received calls, sms that we don't like to listen to or read but that's life, we still have to face it and all these things will help us grow in Him. so i tell myself, say it when u need to say it out, do it when u need to do... BUT try to do it in the way that people can "accept" la, but some how... sorry lah... i am still a normal person that easily done something wrong loh... IF u think i hurt u, my apology to you, i am very sorry, pls forgive me and remind me to be a better person ok?! THANKS ya... Jesus Loves you...

What to do?

I was planed to have our Part 1 and 2 training on this coming 1 week break but tonight when i start my follow up with my disciples and wanted to arrange time with them, they gave me the answer almost break my heart again... I tot they oredi so confirm to put CLC in their 1st priority but 4 of them NO 1 is free... 2 got church camp but that was the arrangement last year before they make their commitment to CLC, so it's ok, then 1 said mother will come visit her so have to go KL with mother but after mother went back then still want to stay there to have fun with course mate, then the only 1 who will give me hope told me that she will be going to Sarawak!!! Some time I really don't know what to say lo, when we start so hard to challenge students to commit their time to serve but some how because of the relationship that's make us feel so lost and disappointed. I was trying so hard to challenge students who are always thinking of going back home to give priority to serve in UTM yet those who have the same vision with me "forgot" the priority. What else can I said? Not angry but just confused... haha...I understand that students can still have their own planning for their holidays and I also told them to let me know and plan with me if they have any plan in mind but yet they "forgot"!

Pls pray for me, I need God's wisdom to lead this bath of student leaders in UTM. I really hope that they will become the leader that God want them to be.

Gospel nite

Tonight 3 junior, 2 senior n Me, went witnessing in Campus from 8pm-9:30pm. God gave us 4 students that willing to hear the complete Gospel. Why so hard to touch people's heart? We prayed so hard that someone will come to Christ every time me and my disciples shared with them but till now still cant see good result. But we really enjoy the time together, we know that 6 of us are getting closer in our relationship. We shared about what problems we faced and we jokes and we pray and we end our time with happiness.

I went in since morning after staff Fast & Prayer time, i shared with 5 students and all of them turn me down too. But dont worried about me cos i believe i will get the best one that our God prepared for me soon.

How i spend my Birthday!?

I went in to campus early at 8am on my birthday 1st Aug. I prayed to God to give me the 1st students I shared with to become a christian and will be my SMD but NO! Then I keep looking for students and shared cos I really wish to have a special gift from God...but till today at 4:30pm, I have shared with 14 students and non of them received Christ... oh i need encouragement liao!!! I really don't know what He wants me to learn from this BUT I do believe there must be a lesson for me to learn. Tell me if you know ok?

On my birthday from 12am til 11:59pm, I received 67sms, a cake, a big tin of milo, 1 small cup of jelly, a birthday song sang by Yok Wong's kids and RM80 for my birthday. Great? haha...

But some how I still feel so down maybe bcos I'm getting older kua... "Li4 Bu4 Cong2 Xin1"... Maybe it's time for me to take a long break oh, what do you think? haha...SMD, SMD and SMD again...

Birthday cake!!!

Hahaha.. Tomorrow is my birthday but tonight after Follow-up in my house my House-mate also my disciple and also my supporter buy me a cake to celebrate my birthday!!! yeah, I'm so happy. I was busy preparing food for my disciples tonight cos tonight will be the 1st follow-up for this new sem. 5 of them came without knowing my birthday but after dinner when my house mate came back with a cake and all of us feel so happy.

I really thank God for the 6 (Elvin,Yi Wen,Ying Jie, Jess, Shally & Cindy) of them (1 of them dint turn up), 3 1st year students, they are so willing to serve in UTM, they told me that they don't want to waste their life in UTM, pray with me for 3 of them: Jessalynn, Shally & Cindy. Jess will join in my follow-up group with 3 seniors, and she will start follow-up Cindy from next Friday and Ying Jie will start follow-up Shally from next week too. Pls pray for us as we start to do and focus in SMD. We all agree to do witnessing every Tues and everyone have to give out 3 special days for the Lord, 1 day under follow-up, 1 day for witnessing and 1 more day for follow-up own disciples. We prayed and committed ourselves to God. Will you pray for us too? i know you will, thanks!

1st Aug my Birthday!!!

Hey my birthday coming so so so soon leh... TOMORROW la... haha... after reading Ai Yen's blog talking about what she wish to have on her birthday, here i tell you what i wish toooooo... CASH la cos no matter where you are you can still bank in cash to my acc (Maybank 101208555148) ma..haha... Many frens of mine always said "sorry leh cos i'm away during ur BD", "aiyo, i really dont know what to buy for you leh", " don't know what you want la so dint buy","why last minute only remind me its your BD?"... so now i tell you lo my BD coming soo and its tomorrow 1st Aug ok, so you should know what you should do liao ok...haha..

How Great is our God?!

Hello, i just came back home from campus since yesterday morning. Last nite i stay with a girl call Xue Shan, she came from Kedah, she invited me to stay with her last night and again we shared. She told me that she wanted to receive Christ but when she call back and ask her parent on Thus morning after i shared with her on Tues night,her parent scolded her and said to her that come UTM for study not to change religion. She was so sad after calling back. So last night i pray with her and told her that God can wait for her but she need to make decision for her own too and she cried. She told me that she will keep trying to ask her parent and want me to pray for her too so that the Lord will touch her parent's heart. So my fren, will you keep us in your prayer? Thanks.

This morning she invited 3 of her course mate to her room and ask me to share Christ with them. When i was sharing, she keep saying to her fren that Jesus is real God if can must believe in Him,wow, see how great is our God. She is not a Christian yet but she start to invite her fren to listen to the Gospel oredi.

FOC

I went to campus on Tues after morning Staff team time and stay over nite with a 1st year student cos her roommate dint report to UTM so she stay alone. I stay in her room but we both invited her course mate to come to her room and i shared 4SL with them and pray for them. 7 of them heard gospel but non of them received Christ BUT they really enjoy the time with me. 2 of them told me that they will seriously consider Christianity. I really enjoy the time staying with them, some of them said I'm not fare cos i dint stay with them...haha...i told them i will be coming in to stay with students 2 times a week so don't worried then only they feel happy, 1 of them oredi booked me on this coming Friday nite, she said she wants to cook for me oh...haha...maggi mee la. every time when i stay with one of the student, i spend a nite sharing with her about my testimony, and try to ask her for prayer request and i pray for her. And every time when i came out from that room, they will tell me that they were blessed by my God,wow,how great is my God. I know i 'm just a normal person but God touch them Himself and i always believe that they will come to HIM one day...amen!

Pray for me as i spend nite with them i usually have not enough time to sleep and i always spend from 11am (Tues) til 7pm (Wed) and 11am (Thus) till 7pm (Fri) then only i go back to my house. You know i am so old lady edi, so i really feel tire when i reached home but my heart feel so blessed to stay with them. I really pray for SMD, may God blessed me with the work and time i spend in campus.

The FOC Durian Party.

Richard, Peter, Set Foon & I spend 2 days in Durian plantation to pick Durians and Rambutan also Duku Langsat for UTM FOC. We can pick about 150KG durian each day. Tell u ah, the durian Kampung very very nice leh, very creamy de ah...Uncle Peter up to the Rambutan tree to plug rambutan, Set Foon and i carry the durians out from the plantation to the van and Elder Richard clean it 1 by 1 then put into the van to get it ready for students at night. Our 1st night,we went to Jessalynn's block, all the girls(Chinese,Malay and China) really enjoy it and they finished more than 80-100KG but tonight, the boy's cant even finished 40KG. We actually invite the whole block's guy but only about 25 of them came. They all keep asking why we do this for them and we told them we like to share what we have and it's free ma... They enjoy it and we are so happy to get to know them better so that we can go back to them soon with Good News. Pray for us ya...thanks.

*Jesus Loves You*

Durian Party!!

10th,16th & 17th UTM have special night for fresh-man so we UTM-CLC also went there to give out U Move Mag, we ask them to fill up the survey form then they can get the Mag and also we'll give them a mystery gift, that's our u Move pen if they complete the form and if we think its good, haha, we'll see their respond, if they are interested to know what is 4SL or what is "Good News of life" then we'll go to their rooms and give them the mystery gift and share Christ. We thank God, those who wrote YES they want to know more about 4SL and we found out that their respond is very good, not that they received Christ but they are very open to it.Some of the students bring their friend to us the next day to fill the form too, cos they feel that we are really good to them.

The photo at the right side are the China students,the girl who standing this the girl who bring her friend to us the 2nd day. When she came to the hall, she keep looking for us and she ask for the form to let her friend fill up. And this is the day we are going to Belanja Jess's block-mate for Durian Party, and so happen that the china girl wrote that she missed Durian so i invited her for Durian party, both of them so happy and they call me up to fetch them after the fresh-man gathering. They told me they like UTM so much cos they can really feel many that Chinese in UTM really help them a lot like us too. She said "Jie Jie ni zhen de hao hao ye,rang wo men jue de xiang shi yi jia ren oh." (meaning, sis, you are so good to us, you really make us feel like we are one family.) haha...

NA...This is the photo we taken when we have Durian Party at Jessalynn's block. This is the beginning of party, one by one they came till the end all her block-mate came down to enjoy the durian and so as the Malay students in the block. The durian are all good durian, all the students now know who is Jess and they also know I'm jess's auntie. After the party, they keep saying Thank you,thank you and thank you again... will upload some more photos for you when i got it from Jess ya. Do continue to pray for us, we need to continue to build good relationship with the students and we believe the Gospel will be share to them soon...

*Jesus Loves You*

Good Begining...

Yeah, God gives us the 1st fruit, Tong Ying a classmate of Jessalynn. We went to visit 2 of Jess's classmate and we shared 4SL to both of them and Jess brought 1 of them to Christ, halelujah! Actually Jess was not feeling so good today because of her Islamic teacher scolded her as she dint do anything wrong. So when i told her i will go with her tonite to visit her classmate she don't feel like going, when we arrived at the car park, she don't even want to get down from the car, then i told her "sharing Christ u act so slow ah, then when u received reward from God..." she quickly get down from the car and run cos she said she wants to receive reward from God ... haha, she is Jess... she really a great follower of God! Amen!

God knows how Jess feel today so He gave her a reward by bringing her classmate to Christ, so she told me,"this morning was so sad and down but at nite was so happy leh...". She will go back to Tong Ying tomorrow to get her to go through follow-up. Pray for her as she take up this challenge.

This is Mei Fern, a student That Jess reached out to her last Friday, she is a very potential leader that i told you in my last mgs. We are praying for this student now, cause we know she is the one we are looking for.

God grace to us

Wow so busy now everyday have to go in campus to visit new students. This year we are focusing on "leader" and its really something very special, when we enter rooms... na, she is the one, oh..she is the one, erm...she is not, this one also not la... haha...do you know what we are talking about??? yes, we are talking about "leader". After praying so hard to our Lord, we really can see who is the leader we want, and its true, leader is so hard to challenge but we are still praying to get them. Pls pray for us too when we need to go back to this special ppl again and again... they are potential and they really have their influence to others new students.

Everyday i have more than 10 hours stay in UTM to reach out to our new students.

Some of them very friendly but some are not, they don't even want to talk to you after they know you are not studying in campus. But I'm sure that these ppl need gospel too.

Pls also pray for Jessalynn and Shi Yun, Jesalynn will start giving follow-up to Shi yun and Shi yun is already following us to do visiting and witnessing.

SHR students...

Today i got to know 5 new students, all of them are Jessalynn's course mate. 4 of them are not Christian but 3 of them give good respond, pls pray for them, ask our God the send Holy Spirit to soften their hearts so when i shared Christ with them they will respond to our Lord. 1 of the Christian friend of her Shi Yun was train in Part 1 during Trudy Voon staying in JB, so i challenge her to join us tonight to go visiting, she followed...Then when i challenge Jess's roommate that not yet a Christian to follow us, haha... she followed too, so i bring her with me in a team to visit and share Christ, she sit there and listen too and she help me to explain to her course mate when they ask questions!!! Her name is Qiao Ling from segamat, pls pray for her that she will accept the Lord soon.

Jess become campus student edi!!!

Today My brother Richard send his beautiful girl to UTM and i was with them to show him the way. His girl, Jessalynn start her 1st day of campus student life from today... When she went for registration, she met her schoolmate,then 1 by 1 they met...U know what she is really good in public relation oh, 1st day oredi so many frens edi, after this wk of orientation, i don't know what will happen to her le...maybe all 1st year students know her liao...aiyoyo...haha

Pray for her la, i believe God is using her to be a great impact in UTM... Her roommate is a segamat girl, after they cleaning the room together for 1/2 hour, they oredi become good fren edi. so i believe Jess will be a influencer in UTM.

Will update you my ministry in UTM soon after this week of orientation, remember to up hold me in your prayer ya.

**Jesus Loves You**

1st day back to UTM.

Wow today when i went in to UTM, my heart beat so fast...Why? haha... SMD...SMD...and SMD again... Pls pray for me and Dickson, we really want to see SMD in this campus that we served so many years... May God blessed us with SMD that see the needs in UTM too. When i saw so many of new students in line to register how i wish i can start sharing Christ yet i begin in helping them, i show them the way to their hostel, bring them for food and send them back again till the parents told me "pls take care of my girl, i know and believe you will help her.", haha... yes i will sure take care of them and will also bring them good news soon...

We need your prayer so much! Pls pray for Jessalynn, she will also enter UTM tmr, i really hope that she can glorify our God with her good result and also be the blessing in UTM.

Thanks for your prayers for us- UTM CCC...

*Jesus Loves You*

Bang again taday!!!

Today is also a lousy day for me, i just send my car for repair yesterday, but today i kena bang again!!! A malay young lady drive at the right lane and that's for U turn or right turn and i was in the middle lane for right turn too, then when traffic light turn green, 3 cars in front of me turn right and its my turn to turn right, that girl bang on my back of my car! when i stop my car she asked me to turn in 1st then only we talk, so i turn but when i turn in, she run away... such a bad girl right? I was so angry, cos i really feel that i'm so stupid, she is such a young girl but she tells lie and i was so stupid to believe on her.

But when i reached home and enter my room, i cried when i pray to God, i ask for forgivness, i shouldn't scold that girl in my heart, cos i din't communicate with her at all when she ask me to turn in,so maybe she though i forgive her so she drive away...

没力了啦！！！

亲爱的朋友，你好吗？我可就没那么好啦，因为最近常头痛和头晕，一大早就被头痛痛醒，咳，真痛苦啊！哈哈。。。可能因为大学就要开学，可能担心无法建立属灵倍增门徒，可能担心筹款不足，可能因为物价高涨，可能因为汽油涨价也可能因为无法成为一位好领袖吧，所以。。。想太多了。。。

最近真的发现钱真的很不够用，哈哈，母亲大人的七十大寿将在这来临的星期六庆祝，我的车昨天又无辜被人撞了跑，虽不严重但也得修理，所以我说。。。哭都没眼泪啊。。。我的心情好复杂，真的好像没力再向前走下去了。为我祷告吧！我真的需要神特别的恩典来渡过这心情和压力。

So down le...

Why do i feel so down today? Do you know why? haha... i really don't know why just that my heart feel so sad and wanted to cry out and cried so easily. Too tire? Too stress? or what? God, please help me go tru it, i know You are my God and You will carry me when i need to rest in Your arm.

Maybe it time for me to rest... i know I'm tire both mentally and spiritually... sometime I'll ask God why? why this and why that...haha... but i believe He loves me so much and he knows how i feel now. i just need some time to over come it. Pls pray for me that i can really rest in Him so that i can be strong in Him and His ministry.

Happy time with them!

On the 8th, 7 of us went and celebrate Jessalynn's birthday, wow its really a good 1. All of us enjoy so much. i think this will be the last time for our team to get together edi... cos campus going to start soon and everyone is getting ourselves ready to reach out to the Freshman in our campus for the Lord. We will be each others encouragement in the time to come, cos most of our campus also facing difficulty but we trust that God will be our help to build SMD in our campuses,amen!
Today when i send student back to Batu Pahat and Muar, we stop at Yong Peng to buy "fu Chao" noddle and biscuit, Batu Pahat for coffee then stop at Pt. Jawa for asam pedas, wow the asam really good la, if you happen to pass by Pt. Jawa do remember to stop for it, really very nice and cheap le...

She is a blessing to me!

Hey my fren, tell you what, my music team members came to my house today cos we are going to celebrate Xi Ping=Jessalynn's birthday on Sunday. They all came from Muar, Batu pahat and Pekan Nenas also from JB la, 7 of us will be going to enjoy with Jessalynn before she enter UNI.

Pls pray for her as she is so "kan zhiong" now, when times getting nearer she is more worried... I believe she will be a blessing to many when she enter Uni,u agree with me? haha... she will...

Jessalynn is a blessing to most of us also her friends, she always loves to show ppl how great is our God to her and she shows it by giving her best to help others.

If you agree with what i share here and u also know her,pls write something on my blog here to give her more support and encouragement too, she will view my blog often and I'm sure she will be bless by you too...

Jess...Jia you...don't worried about your future cos God knows what is the best for you! Just surrender yourself to Him. I love you!

I'm happy bcos of u!!!

After the i-connect, i really feel so happy cos till now, almost everyday my music team members will still go online to msn each other, we talk and talk and talk but we still have many things to share. This is my 1st time seeing students get together so well. Thank God for this special team. so, Xi Mei,Xi Qi,Xi Qing,Xi Di, Xi Shua, Xi Kwa & Xi Ping, i really hope we can go on sharing what we face daily and keep everyone in our prayer too. Jia You ya!

Pray for me as i have to start planning for UTM Juniors programs. Pray that God give me wisdom to reach out to the new and portentous leaders in UTM. Let me know your payer iterms too so that i can always pray for you and your minstry or your family or even your own. You are all special to me, not only my team members but everyone of you who read this blog. or SMS me if urgent.

I'll be going to PD for our nation staff retreat, hope that can get online to share with you all again soon. Take care.

Thank You

Hi everyone, I'm getting much much better liao, thanks for your prayer ya. now only a bit flu lo but no more cough and fever la. so today i have to start doing some cleaning for my house liao. during i-connect the girls stay with me and supporters visited me too and i have not do all the cleaning yet and my sister is coming back soon this coming Monday so i must do it before she came back...haha...lazy gal oh...

Xi..Mei...Ah...

Hello Fren,
Thanks for your prayer support that uphold me and my music team. This is my 1st time leading a Music Team as I'm not pro in this area. I thank God for giving me this opportunity to serve with a great team. They are Jessalynn, Joshua, James, Vanessa, Ci Qi, Charlene and me. all my girls fall sick during 1st & 2nd phases but God show His mercy on us, they only seriously sick at night on bed but during performances they are mostly ok,i mean can still sing well.. haha..."xi...mei...ah..".
They are very special, cos when they meet on 1st day, they star to stick together. People keep saying Music Team are the most relax team, but they don't know our tears more than others. Music people are very special but when things goes wrong every1 feel so stress. Singing also in very moody way...haha...
Everytime when they are about to go on stage, their body is so cold cos they are so scare that they cant perform in the best way for the Lord. Some how...haha...something wrong here and there but God still used them as they offer themselve into His hand.
Now i'm sick, fever soar troat and flu but not so serious, pls continue to pray for me so that i'll recover soon.
For my team member, Thank You so much for giving me this opportunity to serve with you all. Take care and really hope that all of you will recover very soon too.